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Saturday, April 21, 2007

received msges.. " hey got ur NS letter alrd??", " i got my letter alrd, u kena where?"...


woah..bombarded wif these..hmm..so mine shld be soon...howeva, i replied " Havent get lar...mayb still in letter box..hehe"


so dat evening i rushed down n huhu...i saw dat red n green letter...haha. NOT surprised...


GREEN!!?? man...dat means i gg into army ryte?? if considering the colour codes for diff. forces, green shld mean army..


i was told to look on the bright side of life...seems familiar..hmm


in a way, i tink its gud...can toughen me up, not tis lembik... haha, hav 2 admit lar..


also, can prepare me wen i gg sailing aft NS...since after many/multiple/several failed attempt...haizzzz...


Y Y Y Y Y!!!!???


am i fated to not go to sea?? as wat my lecturer says..?? " if ur not meant to sail, den u got to find some other alternative.."


how demoralizing r those words...shldnt he say sumtink else to lift me up? not onli this...he got the authority to help, but yet he refer to another lecturer..n sumhow this lecturer i was referred to sumhow misplaces his contacts...


nice luck ryte?! how nice n sweet r those words previously he said to us, the students...


gg NS 1st, is not a totally a bad idea too...if u look on e bright side of life...HAHA


p.s - gg NS soon..on the 14th of June...posted to BMT2 @ tekong..wooo!!
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

ive been searching high n low... looking for every nook n corner..


combing across streets n lanes...climbing up stairs n running down escalator...


im sure u been wandering wat the hell im doing...these are wat ive been doing e last few days..


n e fruit of it, im so restless..fatigue-ness..tiredness..arghh...wateva u can tink of-ness...


im not giving up so easily...this is only 1 of the small hurdles to stumble/stop/prevent me frm getting my goals...


where can i get e strength/hopes/determination to carry on... im at my wits end...


im racing against time...every sec/min/hrs/days r so precious 2 me...things r not happening to my advantage...


its lyke an against all odds case...
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