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Friday, January 27, 2006

im at sch nw..hehe n just finished my lab test. how was it?? dont ask me abt it, cos i tink i gonna fail it.

here sitting in tis comp lab, typing tis entry...wif the cold chilling air blowing..piercing thru my skin>>no fats mah...hehe. Luckily i brought along my jacket. So im feeling warm n infact im just chilling rite nw...haha.

today n yest got sum1 to send me 2 sch...hehe..so can leave hm late. = pP Im so pampered by her...haha. Thanx sis fer all the trouble u took....Next time i'll ask u 2 send me again..hahaha

tis morn while otw 2 sch, sumwhere near JE sports complex n near a junction...a motorcyclist just fell frm his bike on the outermost right lane n he's lucky fer a car nearly ran over him or he'll b....I dont noe how he fell but surely i can see his expression dat he's in so much pain while holding his arm. OUCH!!

so much abt him..which i dont now who(toink)...but nvm, im just telling wat has happened...(looking at the time) wahh...still got 20 more mins b4 the next class starts n i've been in this comp lab like 40mins ago..!! Time flies so fast w/out we noticing it...(durh)

So..make full use of ur time doing sumtink useful 4 urself or others as time will nvr wait fer u...(its so cruel but its fair 2 all).

toodles!! =)))

Listen @ 9:14:00 am

Thursday, January 26, 2006

helooos...

haha..im being nuts...im losing my marbles?? wat crap am i typing?? (just ignore tis line)

todae's workshop practice was a very tiring 1 fer me. Had 2 dismantle a valve n fix it back. Woah...its darn heavy!! I got SO frustrated wen i just couldnt fix it back. It gt stuck!! ARGHH!! Reallie, just nw was a REAL test put on my patience. The result, had a few cuts on my fingertips. Nvm wif all tis s im der 2 learn. It seems dat i learnt my lesson the HARD way.

Back 2 nw, i just finished trying out some of the tutorial ques...umm, gt some prob...tmr gonna check it out wif my lecturer. I got 2 clear all my doubts b4 my exams in like less than a month!! Still ders topics waiting to b covered. wahh...summore got presentation, role play n tests coming up aft the chinese new yr. How am i gonna finish 'em up?? My chinese frens wanna celebrate u c... Aniwae, tmr i gotta lab test. haiz. Hope dat it will b easy. Pls..pls..*praying*

Suddenly, its jammed packed fer tis wkend n the coming wk...i didnt expect tis 2 happen. Den aft 3 days of my exams, haf 2 report fer ITP alrd. Cant tahan lar if like tis...man..oh man.

my eyes r simply tired now. i better get a v.gd rest fer tmr's test or i will haf trouble waking up. B4 i go 2 slp, i wanna take tis opportunity 2 wish all my chinese frens a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!!! GONG XI FA CAI. HONGBAO NA LAI!! hahaha... = pPppP

Listen @ 10:56:00 pm

Sunday, January 22, 2006

im back aft M.I.A fer sometime...got no mood la 2 even switch on the comp...dunno y n dont ask me y...

todae's entry will b a long, but i gonna make it quick, s i gotta do some overdue tutorials or i will b in trouble later...hmm

so, the last wed, i went to the national skin centre. I was more than 20mins late n i got 2 wait until 12nn wen i actualie arrived der @ like 10:15...waddaheck!! Well i cant do much s im the 1 at fault....so i just haf 2 wait fer my turn. The place wasnt dat busy den, mayb bcos its in the morn..

(fast forward)

waiting n more waiting n 2 my surprise, my no. was called out like only aft less than 1/2 hr of wait...so gladly walked twds the rm n i got angry wif my mum s she was nagging @ me earlier on n we gotta wait until 12nn...so wen i was called earlier than expected, i said 2 my mum.."told ya dat its not gg 2 b long" n was fuming away.

Inside, i told the doc abt my prob frm the old prob 2 the new 1. He goes typing dwn in th pc some notes...well just fer his future reference. Den he goes on telling me 2 remove my shirt to show him wat izzit... He was exclaiming aft looking at me n was like excited 2 c dat my wasnt a common case. He called his colleague thru the intercom 2 further look n me.Here i was like a specimen fer em...like an experimental obj. i feel kinda stupid. Nvrtheless, its fer my own gd aft all...

Aft so much of story telling, wat was my prob actualie?? (drum rolls)
The doc says dat y i hav acne on my body is just due 2 the growing up process of being a teenager. wat luck i haf...ppl only got pimples on their face n here i got it not only on my face but oso on my body...haiz

Next, is the new prob i had a wk b4...its called HERPES ZOSTER. Got any idea wats tis?? In simpler layman terms its known as shingles. Howeva, i must thank god dat im recovering frm tis. Its nw just dat old prob of mine n i pray dat it will b gone 4eva n for gd!! The solution: JUST FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS.

It may sound short n simple, but only god knows how tuff itz gonna b.

On the same day, i went to johor. was surveying fer a dental centre dat can do my braces. So i found 1 n the dentist said dat i gotta extract out 4 of my teeth. OUCH!! only den, will the braces werk well on me. Ive extracted 2 of them n nw left another 2 more. Howeva, i got a setback. Aft gg fer xray, the dentist found out dat i hav 4 more teeth waiting to cum out but still inside my gum. So the only way 2 solve is 2 undergo operation. (sounds so scarry 2 me, shivering)

Aniwae, ders a saying "no pain, no gain." Ive got 2 do tis n they r all fer my own benefit. So i dont mind sacrificing some gd slp n some munching of gd food. I just got 2 tell myself all the +ve things i gonna achieve n ill b find. So i pray hard dat all will go smoothly n s planned.

Off wif tis pain undergoing adventure...

AARGHH!!! NO!!! WATS HAPPENING 2 MY IPOD???!!!!! DAMMIT!!!
(mayb sum1 out der will b laughing at my lost)

It just hangs n dat page...n its lock even aft i unlock it. N its doesnt react to any button i press..OH NO!!

I feel like crying now s tis ipod it like my best fren...i cant live w/out it..(so exaggerating). It will always b wif me where eva i go literally, only not to bathrm of course!!

I so sayang it n nw its gone!!

Listen @ 8:06:00 pm

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

wats happening 2 me?? im starting tis new yr very BADLY..n i mean it. ive been skipping lectures n tutorial classes..waddaheck!! *i shld knock my head to the wall*

how am i going to reach the summit?? where r the promises ive made fer myself?? Has it just gone down the drain? Saying is easier than doing...i agree. haiz.

Nw im in front of tis lappie just doing tis entry n listening 2 music, where i shld b concentrating on my studies instead. Less than 5 wks is my exams...whahhh!!! I feel like crying now...

Im struggling to stay focused in lectures n failed 2 practice the tutorial qns. Im lagging behind..oh dear..when will i learn...when??

WHEN EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE?? or WHEN I FAILED MY MODULES??

wake up fazly...WAKE UP. Open ur eyes wide n see arnd u, dat ppl r werking hard n pushing all their hearts out 2 achieve their dreams...SUCCESS comes wif hard work, determination, patience, diligence n many more. Dont u feel jealous of other ppl?? Looking at their success?? Btw how do u define success?? Is achieving a high paying job a success?? Is having a car, property n cash considered as successful??

wat i noe is dat success is when u make a total +ve difference of wat ur today...u decide ur own fate, eventhough ur fate is oready written by him.

" No 1 can help a person or a community to change if he/she or they themseves do not want to change. "

p.s tmr will b my appointment...hope dat it will b solved soon. soon.

Listen @ 8:29:00 pm

Friday, January 13, 2006

Im all SMILES todae...teehee =))

=)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =))

aft those dreadful, cloudy days are over... finally came over is the sun, shining out its rays n bringing in hope n happiness.

tis is life, where u will hav dark days n enjoy some of the bright days. Life is full of opposites...lots of 'em to state it 1 by 1...

Even in tis rainy, gloomy season...Now, im standing tall n happie due to some unexpected events dat happened just moments ago...

*Breathing in the fresh air**change colour as fer change of mood*
Ahhh....Im breathing comfortably now. Im enlightened. Im leaving those sadness behind me...i will nvr want 2 undergo dat once more...go away frm me!! GO!!

im so free now dat i took tis opportunity to do some changes to my blog... it was so long back den wen i did some major changes...as u can see at the main page, ders a new link...so do check it put guys...oso change the song..hehe

it took me quite some time 2 make it work...so enjoy n rmbr its my hard werk u guys can see it..hehe :PppP

i managed to get my appoinment earlier rather den in march...wow! *eyes open up wide* its now even early den ive expected. So it will b the next 2 wks. hehe. tis is the 1st unexpected event fer todae...im happie as ive longing to get my prob solve...tis shld be done ages ago..mayb eons...haha!!

while im surfing the net...busy doing my stuff..suddenly got tis _________
i was wondering wat was it....so i waited
Aha!! *giggles* its earlier dat i expected. I tot its gonna b tis wkend, but_____so, enjoy den. =))
Again, tis is the 2nd unexpected event...

well i got to end it here..my own series of _fortunate events.hehe. sounds familiar??
got some impt stuff to do n check...
my ITP is coming up soon
i cant wait fer it...

so guys..wish me well n wish me luck aite...=))
CIAO!!

Listen @ 6:25:00 pm

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

im so inactive nowadays...
dunno y lar..just dont feel like blogging fer the time being
today's will b a very short 1

got no mood lar now..
wif tis fever im having plus
the runny nose plus the sore throat
plus this ewyyyuu wadda heck is happening 2 my skin??

im gg to ask fer referral
to the national skin centre
n the next available is like only in march
wow!! so gd..n its so darn long...to wait

*sighing*
im suffering emotionally..
im suffering physically..
im rotting..
im so dreadful..

my morale is at the lowest now
i dont feel like gg 2 sch
dont feel like doing anytink
i just want 2 lazy arnd n sleep

im hibernating in tis cold, chilly weather
underneath my thin blanket
i will shiver n curl myself up
only god knows...

im up wif a week of MC
how much catching up will i hav 2 do??
i will be left behind FAR, very FAR...
oh well..

Listen @ 10:26:00 pm

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Happiness Vs Sadness
Bored Vs Enjoy
Slack Vs Active

in a nutshell...im experiencing these above 3 changes in the past 2 days...WOW!!*giggles*

i was happy 2 days ago, bcos of my result. N nw im sad bcos of my result as well...wah!!
ShipStab was disappointing...indeed VERY...I was like confident of the last ans...which cost me 30 marks..can u believe tis??!! 30 MARKS!! DAMN!! SHIT!! Its like separating an A grade 2 a C grade...The last ques is like the deciding factor in the paper...*sad*
Wat makes me angry is dat, the ans 2 the ques is SO easy...reallie its bloody easy..shitty easy..believe me..i wouldnt lie...ARGHH!!!

my fren was fedup too..he's like expecting the same as wat i expect the result 2 turn out 2 b...he was cursing frm time 2 time...hehe

Now fer the bored part...i was reallie bored!! FLAT BORED!! Aww...i fell flat 2 the grnd..haha..CRAP!! Im full of it....hehe, so cut it out.

Today kickoff was so FUN! I tot the GEMs, general elective module lesson was gg 2 b boring...i was SO wrong... I took Effective Negotiation Skills...waddahell!! U need to learn to how 2 negotiate?? well u actually need it..in fact, u need to negotiate in ur daily life. So its impt!!
Like u negotiate fer lower price, best offer n many2 more...

So in today's activity, the class was splitted into 2 grps. Green n yellow. Wat we do is we r given cards. No game cards, but the tactic cards. How do u use these tactics in ur negotiation, in diff situations. The quiz is to ask each grp the name of the tactic n how u counter dat tactic. So der were 21 tactics in total n we need to memorise 'em all...The questions r numbered..so each grp choose a no. wen it their turn.

Got alot of actions, talking n disturbing of each other...my grp is more united i guess.. :p SO no offence on yellow team...n oso they got write notes...where we dont!!...Im proud of my grp eventhough we lost at last by a very small margin n dats 1! So 3 cheers fer my grp..YAY!!

nw to the slacking part..alas..im doing active work. Today i got workshop!! Am so happie... :))
Got to do some hands-on...i like it though, rather den sitting in class...u noe y lar...hehe. So fiq n me we given a task 2 dismantle a gear p/p....It seems 2 b easy, howeva if u misplace or mixed the parts, u'll hav probs putting it back 2gether...So the thing here is to organise...as organising helps...teehee!!

wah..!! I didnt realise dat today's entry is way LONG...hehe. I shld end it here though..ders more actuallie...sorie fer the sudden end here...bubye!!

Listen @ 10:07:00 pm

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

today i got gd news!! YAY!!

i scored pretty well fer my Eng Mechanics paper...it was'nt dat easy...hmm
i guess my effort so FAR is paying off slowly...n i hope same goes fer the rest of my papers.
SO, when the results fer the rest is comin up??
cant seem 2 wait...too anxious..yumyum..*laughing*

nuthin much gained @ sch..was pretty slacking all day lonnnng...*sigh*
so boring n im so bored!!!
i need sum enlightenment!!!
not sum..probably MORE!!!
oh well....
u now wat...i actuallie can go watch a DVD @ the lib during my break..
can u believe dat!!??

actuallie got nuthin more to say...im catching up wif lost time..
so im blogging now fer the past..
*thinking* y am i doing tis??
haha..i dont noe myself...
crazie mayb..dats wat u say to me...
so SAD...*sniffing aft crying*
wats all tis emo...
hehe

IM JUST JOKING!!!
I WONT B DAT EASILY SAD
COS I NOE U R JOKING AS WELL
HAHAHA!!!
*whispering**"he's now confirmed an insane boy"*

Listen @ 8:52:00 pm

Monday, January 02, 2006

a day b4 sch starts...

im anxious at how i will fair fer my term test. But i noe dat ive put in the effort n quality time, not just any ordinary time to improve....hehe :)) Hmm..but was the effort enuf to propel me 2 the peak? *pondering*

I will go ALL out, n nuthin...YES nuthin will eva stop ME!!!!

so how do i go abt doin it, since action speaks LOUDER than words.*thinking*

Lets make a list on it then.

MUST-DO-OR-DIE-LIST
p.s. Survivors r shot again!

Get enuf rest.
Reach sch early or on time. Cannot b late.
Attend ALL lessons.
Pay the upmost attention in class.
Do away wif ALL the distractions in class.
Read notes wen @ hm.
Do tutorials in advance.
Lastly, dont forget to enjoy as well!! hehe

So...tis is roughly how i shld go abt doing 2 achieve the peak.*smiles*

Any more suggestions?? Any1?

Hope u r there doing alright.

Hope u slp well wif no more probs.

Hope ur mind will b clear.

Hope ull b strong.

Hope ull nvr forget me.

Hope u r smiling always. =)

p.s. dats my mission...sounds like mission impossible..hehe

Listen @ 12:00:00 pm