Ponders of mEself
today is wednesday....
of cos it is..eheh
well soon it will b thurs
i wish 2 thank god fer
now i'm still alive
along wif my family
n frens i will nvr
find sumwhere else
wat will b of me
in 5 yrs time?
i will b in NS??
sailing the 7 seas???
or just sit arnd
n wait or
just as well rot?
now, my responsibility
is to b a gd son 2 my family
a gd student 2 my teachers
n a gd fren or company 2
any1 out there whom met me
regrets....everlasting
shld do better
y tis attitude
where i noe dat
i must work hard
2 achieve wateva i want
but i just don't want 2 be
y? y? y?
when will i learn
frm my mistakes?
how do i better in life
if i don't change??
god, pls help me
as u r the only 1
i can look forward for
who else can i ask??
where is my love?
R u arnd me, but i don't
notice it?? Or izzit
even does'nt exist?
haiz...i feel lonely :(
i need sum1 to share
my feelings towards to
other than my family
n frens....
only god knows....
i'm just weak person
i've got to admit it...
but am i a total failure?
