Faz.Ly

2008-03-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

Lets make things short..

IM BACK GUYS!! WOOHOO!!

2007-09-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

Hi to all my frens!!

I will finish my sailing contract only by next yr arnd feb/march..

so hopefully aft dat..i can join for any events?? hehe

cant hav a long entry...joining my ship soon...miss ya guys lots!!

2007-06-10T10:09:00.000+08:00

hello2!! hehe..reached spore yest nite..just drop by for a day..

man i really miss my bed n pillows..aww..if possible i wanna slp longer..haha! but a fone kol wakes me up..haiz

well will join the ship later mayb arnd 3 or 4pm...so gonna type in an entry since i hav tis opportunity...

abit abt how's my life onboard...

joined a ship named M.T Synergy on the 29th of may arnd 12nn.. left hm abt 9+, n took the transfer boat to the ship...

the boat..woaahh..was shaking heavily, but fortunately didnt felt any motion sickness.. =)

went round, dunnoforhowmanytimes the anchoring area looking for my ship..

my 1st port of call was in bintulu, sarawak..yay! 1st time to east malaysia..but didnt go down to shore..nuthin' much the ship crew says..

toking abt the ship's crew, ders a total of 17 incl. me..2 ghanians n the remaining frm indonesia..im the only sporean on a spore ship!! HAHA!

but dats the truth out der..im v.lucky if were to mit another sporean on the same ship..

So, upon stepping on the ship, i was in a state of confusion..dunno where to go..who im meeting..so many ques hovering over my head...

along wif my super heavy luggage bag...dragged across the deck n i saw a flight of narrow stairs..

hmm..how am i suppose to carry tis up?? haha..thanx to the person who lifted it for me..cant recognised the face..

met wif the chief engineer...told me how my working shift be lyke..starting on a 8-12 shift, den next wk 12-4 n the following on a 4-8 shift..

tis shift is unique in a way dat ill b working for 4 hrs..take some rest n work for another 4 hrs...

so if im on the 12-4 shift, ill work from 12nn - 4pm n 12 midnite -4am...

wooo...the 12-4am is the most difficult for me..had to adjust my sleeping time...TIS IS THE BEST TIME TO SLP!! arghh..

in addition, thenoise n vibration adds to the trouble sleeping during the 1st 2 days..

the main thing here..ive to adjust to so many things at 1 go..its how i can adapt as quickly as i can...

food is not superb lar..but still nice...indonesian cook, so cant expect same type of menu as my mum's..

the crew r also friendly n nice..they made my transition easier...thnx to them too!! (^_^)

of course the best part is, having a cabin to myself..no 'foreign' invasion..ahhaa...n oso i enjoyed some beautiful sunrise, sunsets n rainbows!! ahhh..how relaxing...

but sadly, i didnt bring my digicam...wanna capture all those moments..only managed to capture using my hp..dat 1 oso cant transfer to pc..haiyah!!

dats all for now...

2007-05-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!!

haha...well not frm sailing..havent even sailed yet...hehe

most probably will be on May 28..a monday..well, a fitting day to start a new job.. =)

collected my overalls n safety boots yest at ofis..guess wats the colour??

ORANGE, MAN!! cnfm from far can see...so bright n 'luminous'..haha

btw..i managed to attend my grad day...am so grateful...n plus celebrating my mum's bdae!! wat more can i ask?? weewee..

~~im late for the event~~(i wasnt late), actualie the whole thingy starts at 2pm n i reached arnd 140pm.. but guests r required to b seated by 1pm..sitting dwn for an hr, just watching vdeo?? oh my...i bet butt sores is the the topic nagged by many..haha!! =p

nvrtheless, it was a BIG bash...woohoo..enjoyed every moments of it...thnx a zillion!! to my parents n frens..w/o u guys, tis wouldnt be so special.. (^_^)

back to wen i ~~was late~~ (wasnt late) hehe... im so srry syafiq n so paisey as i was panicky wen reaching the convention ctr entrance, looking arnd n i cant find u...n i entered 1st...*looking dwnwards, wif innocent face*

1st thing happened wen i entered was lyke WOAH!!..the plc is almost full of graduands n guests...all eyes on u...u noe the feeling..dun nid to describe lar..

looked for my seat...went to the wrong row..aiyah..turned arnd n alas..my seat U9...i was saying to myself, "der u are, thank god!"

row by row, slowly stood up n move off near to the side of the stage, forming a queue for the scroll presentation...n btw, the scroll box is E-M-P-T-Y!!..just for the sake of taking pic n formality..l0l!

i slowly marched towards my sch's director...n instantaneously a wide smile formed on my face...i did it!!

so on n so forth...collected my transcript n dip...ordered stage fotos...n time for refreshments!!

n soon aft i stept off the steps in front of the convention ctr, a lady approaches me n congratulates me for my graduation...n i was lyke thinking..who the **** is this lady...i dun noe her..n all of a sudden, she stood der in front of me..congratulating me.. well i shouldnt be mad at her, since she wishes me...

n ahhh..i noe wat her wishes meant. she's from the alumni club, e SPGG..trying to recruit us graduands to sign up as members...

it took some time though..n aft im done, turned arnd to look for my parents..they r gone!!

now..where do they go?? scanning arnd..the so many faces..still unable to find them..

FOOD..where else will they be attracted to!? haha...

aft eating is cam whoring session!! took few shots wif my mum n dad..n the rest is wif the whole gang..

will show a few pics next...let them shout!!

marwin . raye . me . fiq . jus

wif my abah n ibu..luv both of u so much!!

chey..posing wif empty scroll box..haha!

wat a grand finale..indeed.. =)

2007-05-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

so much hav been done..hav been talked abt..tis past few days..

not giving chance to my thoughts to hav a say...well tis is wat im gg to tell on abt..

im not trying to create a BIG HOOHAA or anytink similar, not my ~~main intention~~..nor my intention even..

Y NOT TELL THE WHOLE WORLD!!

well my 'world' in tis case, revolves arnd my family, relatives, frens n colleagues..

if i dun inform..den ppl will tink dat ive ignored them..so pleasing every1 is impossible!!

lets get to the main pt..ill talk my mind for this entry..

considering n comparing both advantages n disadvantages..im drawing out a list..

advantages

1) More independent
2) More disciplined
3) More matured
4) More safety cautious
5) Understands how earning is v.hard!

disadvantages

1) Homesick-ness
2) Seasick-ness
3) Luvsick-ness (mayb..)
4) Easily bored

can i lyke continue tmr?? im so sleepy...

2007-05-17T15:27:00.000+08:00

oh yesh!! I may now b able to attend my grad day!! YAY!! n oso celebrating my mum's bdae!! woohoo!! yeah!!

tis is all due to the delay of the ship im joining..currently the ship is in vietnam. Frm der, a trip to indonesia b4 coming back to spore..

so it will roughly take 5-6 days b4 reaching spore...so i really hope dat i can come for grad day.. *prayers*

alrd rented the robe... 1st time thingy for all poly tis yr... so, i dun wanna miss tis 'once in a lifetime exp'..hehe

wateva it is..its a relief, a breather in fact..as i got many stuff to settle..

im so grateful to farhan n jeremy (my close buddies) for accompanying me on tues.. =)

pheww..all done in 1 day! getting comp letter dats at alexandra, den to tanjong pgr for my medical, aft which to sch (at dover) to collect letter frm department. *Allow me 2 pause for a while..*

next went to cmpb at depot rd to apply for my exit permit n deferment..n last of all back to tnjg pgr for my seamen disharge bk...

ahh...im so drained n famished at the end of the day...but wat to do..im running out of time..nid to rush to get things done as quickly as possible...

so frens out der, u guys still got chance to meet me though..if u want...

so long..tc cr n all the best!!

2007-05-15T12:58:00.000+08:00

Things hav been v.hectic n im finding myself running arnd frm 1 plc to another..

ive news to share wif all of u...sadly....

IM LEAVING SPORE IN 4-5 DAYS TIME!!!

im gonna miss so much all my loved ones..esp my family..frens...n erm2..haha!!

shld be away for abt 9 mth..im missing lots of things..

my graduation day...my mum's bdae..oh no..hari raya even..mann..

so much of sacrifices to be made..n im praying dat all tis is gg to be worthwhile..

all of a sudden, when im alrd mentally set on NS...im offered a plc ..okay, im glad wif tis..

but within 5 days?? WOAH!! im so utterly shocked...my fren too..whose wif me during the interview..

called back home..n ask for divine opinions..HAH! well since tis is wat i really n fully wanted..so just go ahead!!..tis is wat my father told me...

anitink, just rmbr HIM n for HIS graciousness.. im gg to be safe...

so to all my cuzzins n frens, whoever knows me... i will miss all of u guys...

hope to hear frm u all n do keep in touch yar???

smile always n u'll rmbr me.. =)

2007-05-11T16:23:00.000+08:00

yeaHH!!..ive managed to try out archery at last..YAY!! heh...

nvr expected tis as i was only told to come down to help out at the ticketing booth n it turns out to be an outdoor event..

Assyakirin mosque had an open hse last wk sat n sun...involves a lot of activites for the whole family frm flying fox to calligraphy writing n to talks..ders everytink for every1..

so..morn' of saturday..mayb u guys still asleep..since its wkend..went down der...

aft a short briefing of wat needed to be done..i was introduced to a grp of gurls .. =D haha..

they r from madrasah aljunied n they hav archery as CCA..WOW!!..i was surprised though..

since its my v.1st time holding the bow..my 1st arrow dropped off to the ground..LOL!! not yet even pulling the arrow..

aft several tries...yupz..managed to get the hang of it..its fun..realie fun!! 4 those who havnt try..its a MUST!! haha.. =p

members of the public is free to come n try out...so to attract them, we all keep practicing continuosly..man if not becareful..u'll hurt ur fingers..

slowly ppl start to gather arnd..see the "pros" do it..haha..lyke real!!

ders a sense of achievement wen the visitors feedback dat they enjoyed it n some even try again n again..for the sake of charity..

well u guys tink its 4 free??? ders no freebies okay!! but still $2 for 5 arrows..i tink its worth it..

so tis continues for 2 days..n the outcome?? i got darker n ouhh..my skin dried up..n peeled off..yawww!!

no pain no gain ryte?? in a nutshell, fuhhh!! had a time of my life... (^_^)

den the nite on sat..had a gathering wif my robotics dudez..really missed those time in sch..had loads of fun 2gether...

till now...we r still in touch..im so grateful dat we r still 2gether..n the gathering was a BANG!!

of course wif gd food n stories to share..hehe all of us chipped in a few bucks to enjoy seafood..=)

just to noe dat we will remain as bros!!

frm left: me, araffiq, randy, jay-jay, zai, ronghui n nan

2007-05-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

back wif newly found spirit n strength oso determination..pheww..

well, ive added my pics under "My Photo Album" at the left menu...feel free 2 browse n oso not forgetting to leave comments! =)

realie appreciate those comments as all of them will definitely tell me areas to improve n tis will only get me better...hehe

well dats all for today..enjoy tis short break wif ur family, frens n ur luv ones..bubye!!

2007-04-21T13:48:00.000+08:00

received msges.. " hey got ur NS letter alrd??", " i got my letter alrd, u kena where?"...

woah..bombarded wif these..hmm..so mine shld be soon...howeva, i replied " Havent get lar...mayb still in letter box..hehe"

so dat evening i rushed down n huhu...i saw dat red n green letter...haha. NOT surprised...

GREEN!!?? man...dat means i gg into army ryte?? if considering the colour codes for diff. forces, green shld mean army..

i was told to look on the bright side of life...seems familiar..hmm

in a way, i tink its gud...can toughen me up, not tis lembik... haha, hav 2 admit lar..

also, can prepare me wen i gg sailing aft NS...since after many/multiple/several failed attempt...haizzzz...

Y Y Y Y Y!!!!???

am i fated to not go to sea?? as wat my lecturer says..?? " if ur not meant to sail, den u got to find some other alternative.."

how demoralizing r those words...shldnt he say sumtink else to lift me up? not onli this...he got the authority to help, but yet he refer to another lecturer..n sumhow this lecturer i was referred to sumhow misplaces his contacts...

nice luck ryte?! how nice n sweet r those words previously he said to us, the students...

gg NS 1st, is not a totally a bad idea too...if u look on e bright side of life...HAHA

p.s - gg NS soon..on the 14th of June...posted to BMT2 @ tekong..wooo!!

2007-04-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

ive been searching high n low... looking for every nook n corner..

combing across streets n lanes...climbing up stairs n running down escalator...

im sure u been wandering wat the hell im doing...these are wat ive been doing e last few days..

n e fruit of it, im so restless..fatigue-ness..tiredness..arghh...wateva u can tink of-ness...

im not giving up so easily...this is only 1 of the small hurdles to stumble/stop/prevent me frm getting my goals...

where can i get e strength/hopes/determination to carry on... im at my wits end...

im racing against time...every sec/min/hrs/days r so precious 2 me...things r not happening to my advantage...

its lyke an against all odds case...

2007-03-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

back frm hols!!..well been almost 2 wks now...hehe...lazy wanna update lar...

new experiences, had loads of FUN, set sights on new horizons...this r some of the things, to say a few...*winks*

well actually, i went to D-U-B-A-I..hehe..yet again...aft dat last trip, 3 yrs ago... so, back then it wasnt a hols trip, so not much sightseeing or shopping...but yet still enjoyed some "thrilling rides"....yea...in inverted commas...

i dun really enjoy those rides...topsy-turvy...really 'mix' me well..n i "bluek"...makes me SICK!!

but the other ride, desert safari...hehe i enjoyed most!...set in a 4x4, we went up n down...seas of sand dunes.....swerving left n right....haha...so..syiok!!

but tis is all during the previous trip...so wats new tis time round?? *rubbing hands* hehe...

well, no more "awesome rides"...but still a ride...on a buggy tis time...YAY!! a bike on 4 wheels...now its even better than on a 4x4...

its exhilirating...thrilling...even tears of happiness filled my eyes....WOW!! i cant exactly describe it in words, u got 2 exp it urself... =p

talking abt new exp, im sure many will not believe wat im gonna say....wen i broke tis story to my fren, he was quite shocked...hehe

okay..lets imagine tis...the setting is in a middle of a desert plus its during a windy nite wen the weatherman says sandstorm is brewing...

next, the usual picnic mat placed on the ground...so wat r u guessing??

a BBQ in a middle of a desert!!! HAHA....believe it!!

we had kebabs, freshly made there n then...tasted an arabic sweet...if were to describe it, it will be like the malay cucur..eaten wif honey...yumyum...

the food there to our taste buds will b xtra sweet, salty, sometime spicy...hehe...well seldom we heard ppl der suffer frm heart diseases, diabetes n other diseases common to our ppl..

wat i noticed der, the food is well balanced...any food is always accompanied wif salad...if oil is used, its olive oil which is very healthy...n also lemon or lime to dilute the fats....interesting ryte??

1 thing dat we did surprised our uncle who hav been staying der for almost 18 yrs...

he said...all tis yrs staying der, he nvr even once used the public buses der, dun noe where to board...hehe..1 reason due to he owning a car... n us once a while came over had taken the buses der...

3 days we were by ourself as my uncle had to make an overseas trip...so whose gonna just stay n not moving arnd?? wat is the purpose of a hols then...

so putting aside our worry of getting lost, we just followed our hearts....

w/o realizing, its quite a lengthy entry though....if im gg 2 continue, might take 2 or 3 more pages...hehe

well, i will just end here..wif a few pics to share wif frens out der...enjoy!!

one big happy family..see the similarities??

sheikh zayed rd

souq or a marketplace...shopping!!

makcik's fav place...haha

ABRA...kadabra...wait2!! its called abra..

*shing* put on shades plz!!

dubai's skyline...storm is coming...

here is it...the BBQ!

just finished the buggy ride...best!!

the already famous 7 * hotel.. burj al arab

2007-03-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

results r released just now...im not too happy or disappointed wif it...kinda a mixed feeling...

im happy for my frens as all cleared their exams particularly my fren, syafiq who got involved in a road accident immediately aft e last paper of term test...

gave me a call, saying he cant switch on his pc...i noe he wants me to help check his results...

so i asked him to msg me his id n password n i will call him soon aft...hehe..but he seems so anxious.. =p ( can understand y lar..)

a few mins later, msged me again saying to check his results asap...

cut e story short, he's surprised dat he had pulled himself thru...'wahhh...tk sangka', he said...

aniwae, im gg off for a hols wif my family todae...returning only on the 17th of march...hehe

indeed a long 1, but for me it will nvr be long enuf..haha.. guess dats all...

hopefully all frens out der, do pass their exams wif flying colours... =)

2007-02-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

how hav u guys spent ur hols? for my chinese frens, i believe its a sumptuous dinner, gathering of all family members, visiting relatives n frens..seeking forgiveness n sharing happiness...=)

its been on the news, families setting up tents along east coast park n spending the night over der...bbq n games...im sure a few of my frens are der..relaxing, enjoying time interacting wif siblings n parents...

me too, spent my time wif my family, but not at east coast park...

mayb its the last few places expected to be gg...hmm, where is dat??

perhaps, the following pics can help...hehe..u noe a pic paints a 1000 words...

pheww...im perspiring finding my way OUT

path 2 nowhere?

YEAHHH!!

mesmerized by the view i guess...

2007-02-15T12:15:00.000+08:00

just finished my exams last wk...well i dun sound dat happy ryte??

hmm... im gonna miss my frens, my sch life n waking up late for cls...muahaha..

cos nw i will either be werking onboard ship or later will be pulled into NS....woah..life getting tougher nw onwards...ill either make it or break it...

(saying a few prayers)... i really hope dat im making a correct decision dat will affect the rest of my life...i dun wanna regret for L-I-F-E!!!

tis few days will be bz for me as ill b looking for shipping companies 2 join as a cadet...

my sch will b helping me looking for a place, but man...lect do hav other commitments ryte...

so i cant depend on them solely...i gotta initiate for myself too...

next, i wanna hav a gathering wif all my frens...coz gg separate ways n will b difficult 2 meet up... ;(

2007-02-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

last hurdle left...in the race 2wards the finish line...*crowds r all standing up*

Go!...go!..go!

well not the similar situation happening..hehe..1 more paper 2 go..woohoo!! n im outta sch

thinking abt it, tis will be 1 of the biggest leap in my life..from schdays to werklife...

hmm...sounds quite scary..haha. Im an adult!! turning 20 tis yr...arghh!! NO..!!

well i cant prevent tis frm happenning...leaving child or teenage life into adulthood...means more responsibilities...

taking a short break frm exams...Kallang stadium here i come..wooo...soccer!

man...spore in finals!! hopefully they won the cup again...hehe. =D

the feeling is so shiok arh!! haha...better than NDP...

kallang wave...tension on the field, cool moves...jeering n most imptly the GOALS!! its esctatic!!

imagine the 55K crowd shouting, celebrating the goals..pheww..its roaring loud!!

sea of red..u see?

2007-01-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

wooahh!! its almost a mth not updating..hehe..

only left 2-3 wks b4 end of poly life..yeesshh!! gonna grad wif dip in marine eng...n hopefully wif merit..hehe cos if dist den not possible..haizzz...

well frens...waanna hav a reunion?? cos u noe wat, i might be overseas soon on a ship!! tis is wat ive been waiting for...sail on the 7 seas..

so b4 i leave spore for dunno how long, lyke 2 mths...3 mths..haha....i will like to meet u guys 1st...so ders words passed arnd dat the gathering(madra frens) will b in march..ryte rizal??

for my sec sch dudes...hmm wen will the gathering be?? in march as well??

being away frm family and frens n homeland..for a long time n ALONE...hmm how will dat b? goshh...only the wide open sea will b my companion...nvr to reply 2 wat ever i say ...so sad.. ;(

mayb a few gd things will arise...i will treasure the luv given by my family..my frens... appreciate the feel of being independent wif chores...so dun hav to depend on mummie...hehe

do not take for granted wif $$..as daddie worked hard wif every single strength he has...how will i ever repay them??

so hopefully, i will be more matured, independent and thankful wif everytink i hav... =)

last but not least to frens having exams tis coming wks...all the v.best n hope 2 meet u guys soon!

2006-12-26T13:04:00.000+08:00

ZZzZzz... im in sleepy-lazy-ing mode... hols season is here n wat im doing??

woah!! tis rainy days just makes me staying in tis mode more longer than expected..HAHA.. conserve energy, hibernating...wat ever u can tink off ur head..

hmm...well2, for those celebrating xmas..so sorry 4 not wishing earlier..*dush*
HAPPY X'MAS... presents?? =P

no celebration for me..no parties... so. so.. so... S -- A -- D

aniwaes, der r few things im happy-py abt*chuckles*...bought most of wat i wanted under the "end of yr list"...bagpack frm ZiNC...Ts frm baleno..2 pair of jeans 4 $40..pretty gd bargain huh??

self indulgence...feels so gr8!! yeaah! *over the moon*

back to reality.... goshh!! im left wif less than 2 wks to complete my final project..arrrhh!!

2006-12-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

wat happens wen ur plan goes as unplanned?

we do set plans for ourself n others...however behind those things we hav done, we forgot that we only plan but HE decides...

life is better n more meaningful wif plans n the heading...however, obstacles or hurdles may obstruct our plans n even nid to change it...

u may feel dat the sky has befallen on u....or ur in a v.long tunnel where light is light yrs away..

or u may look it as sumtink with a hidden message n a better turnout will arise

for im sure this happens, will happen either to urself and ur close ones...

we can choose to look at the dark or bright side of it...the power is in our own hands..

so hopefully, wif each wisdom...may u live a fruitful n beautiful life...

2006-11-12T12:38:00.000+08:00

fer the 1st time ever...im feeling dat im nt being appreciated as a fren/buddy/bestie/wat ever u can name it lar ok??

y tis feeling of mine..surely the ques...

well...im approached by some (nt all so as to not offend ppl) only wen they needed my help...mayb u can say dat...well its gd enuf dat at least sum1 rmbrs me at times wen they nid help..

well for me..true frens, r those who goes thick n thin, sweet n sour...2gether wif me...n i believe for most of u out der..

so...wen frens of urs, who do not give their no. upon changing, or wen just suddenly silent away, or wen approached, only will them reply...

how would u feel?? N wen u do treasure frenship n want them 2 last as long as u want it 2 be, but on the other side, ppl just treat u as some1 who come n go in their lives...

*full of emotions now**weeping deep inside*

or on the other hand, im just being overly sensitive...??? PLS SUM1 TELL ME!!! argghh..

or tis is just the returns wen i, myself do not sincerely befriend some1??? well i feel i trully do...

2006-11-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

WOWs...rayer hav been on fer 3 wks now..

hows everybody out there doing? sympathize to those that hav to take their Os.. aft rayer that is...

aniwae, next mon will be term test and pheww...just completed my e-learning wk assignments..which are all due 2dae b4 midnite!! *dush*

wen to johor yest to fix my braces...now wif every bite ders an OUCH!! cos now im at the stage where the tension is pulling my teeth inwards..got 2 sacrifice n endure all these pains..for lyke the next 2 yrs or so.. * god only knows..*

tis time round, rayer visiting hav been more happening den last yr... gotta drive fer 1st time..hehe...as usual, went out wif my SP gang, tis time round wif my yuhua peeps, aft a yr or 2 not meeting up for rayer gathering.. n now coming up is the gathering wif my madrasah's frens..

mayb, tis yr will be last for me to celebrate wif big grps b4 NS...calling fer medical alrd..so i gonna treasure all the moments deep inside...

so for those moments..its all been captured...=))

: one big happie familie :

: 3 naughty rascals :

: over at auntie's hse wif the cuzzins! :

: yeahh!! SP gang :

: Yuhua peeps..rawks!! :

2006-10-19T17:25:00.000+08:00

heloo2...been lazy to even use the pc...can u believe tis?? so dats the reason for nt updating...

k, updates for the past wks...

my B'dae of coz..hahah..on the 11th. Many wouldnt noe abt tis...its ok. Celebrated wif my family at tis restaurant near Joo Chiat. Its a buffet so eat till u drop!! However, i was so unlucky dat i wasnt feeling well dat day...boohoo..wat a 'present' indeed!

So couldnt eat much eventhough the food was nice..wasnt for me.. =(

Hari raya is coming next wk n im all xcited for it...who wouldnt!? to add to the xcitement, my cuz-in r coming...yay! cnfm to be havoc n happenning!! zera n nana n hazman...my little mischievious cuz-in..hehe

so frens out der, hows every1?? preparation for raya? how abt kuih2? n the baju??

woah..i did splurge a bit tis time round..haha. Nvm for once a while..bought lots of stuff, my baju melayu, new slip-ons, new leather shoe, shirt, belt n pants.. thnx all to abah! =))

for the remaining days in ramadhan, wishing my frens slamat berpuasa n the coming raya..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA, maaf zahir dan batin...

2006-09-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

so much of a delay...hehe..im gonna just upload a few pics during the rsaf open hse...thnx jay2 for the trouble...went over his hse just nw to chill out n play simulation games!! so cool...feels like im piloting the plane...hehe

to cut things short n to prevent further delays..here i present...*drum rolls*

ATTACK FROM THE SKIES!!! *W0Ws*

: tis is e Q im talking abt :

: heart starts to jump HIGH :

: Rizal n me wif f16 :

: cool huh...but the day is h-o-t :

: apache...rawks the town!! :

: 3 fearsome looking thingy?? :

: Last of all...pheww...in e chinook :

2006-09-05T14:01:00.000+08:00

hello frens out there!! how hav ur hols been?? fun or dead boring?

aniwae, mine hols hav been filled wif some activities n ive learnt alot on being a better person thru a talk organised @ sch. Seems dat i gotta practice a lot on it...heee..

last sat, i went 2 both the rsaf open hse and hta open hse..wow!! 1 is at paya lebar air base n the other at old cck rd..hmm i travel almost frm east 2 west of s'pore...haha

waking up early @ 9+ on a sat...hmm guess slp-ing will be better for most of us...I must be so excited to go since waking up early...of cos duh...haha i n planes are v.synonym...

reaching eunos mrt n guess wat, im shocked to c the long Q for the shuttle bus!! argh...q-ing kills all the anticipation i had...been waiting for almost 2 hrs 2 board the bus...huh..mayb entering johor isnt tis bad...

n most of all..i missed the aerial display...*sad....v.sad* ive been longing 2 c n i missed it...dank! u can imagine after all the enthusiam i had n the Q n missing the aerial display reallie...

im getting emo is it?? nah...just xpressing my disappoinment...but it was paid of a little when the moment I saw those fighter planes n the copters..wahhh...my excitement explodes!

u'll noe wat i mean...im gg to upload the pics soon..gotta grab 'em frm rizal n jay2...

so much for the rsaf open hse, nw the hta open hse...in my mind i starting 2 imagine the long Qs n the heat...my mum says my face turns red..aWw....

2 my suprise again, its the total opp of wat im expecting. All goes smoothly frm the shuttle 2 hta..n i met i of my fren der...been expecting 2 meet them but he's early, waiting at the entrance distributing goodie bags...

he looked startled a while..haha must not be expecting us 2 be der...gosh..the place is pretty huge...

we went all over the area, 1st 2 the static display, den 2 the firing range..oh yes..we got 2 shoot their .22 taurus revolver...heh..not a big deal..i noe dat...but i got 2 flash back my days in npcc..

den went 2 booth display, c all the diff. department in home team...n got 2 c the bombs used by terrorist n the latest drug scare..subutex...haiz

2 wrap up, we went 2 the training village 2 observe a demo. Im impressed wif them..n last of all when a scenario of a robbery...a police patrol car came skidding..wah..like tokyo drift!! haha..like 1 scene in a movie where they exchange fire...n of cos the robber got shot...

Wo0Ww...my post is loooong...haha..ok gonna end tis post soon. Btw, i will be away till fri aftnn...im gg for a leadership camp onboard SS Virgo again..woohoo!! always excited as b4, but tis time 2 a diff destination..2 redang island, off the coast of terengganu..

so dats all for now...bubye!! =)

2006-08-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

everyday, if not most of the time, we make decisions in life...it is closely related 2 alot of things such as time(split second decision, "take ur time" decision), money(risking of losing it in business) n even life!! i can say dat it is related 2 almost anything...if u agree...

for example, wen u r late for sch/exams, u'll either take the train or cab...u'll gauge the time left n if it permits u to take the train den u can save $$....

lets discuss on a more serious scenario where some1 life matters. U were walking wif ur loved one by ur side when he/she suddenly drops unconscious n no pulse!! wat will u do? call for help or exercise CPR??...

decisions are done thru various ways, such as rationally or emotionally...guys tend 2 react rationally n gurls the other...

making decisions is not easy n we tend 2 make mistakes...making small ones can be forgiven, but for a v.big mistake, ur life can be changed forever!

so frens, make the right choice in life may u not regret it later... =)

2006-08-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

well...well...well...updates abt myself,
wanna noe sumtink?? ive finished my exams....yeahhh..woohoo..yesh!!!

guess im gg nuts soon, haha...but wateva it is im just soooo superly happy wif myself n my overall performance...hope 2 get a minimum of B for each module *finger crossed*...

ive nvr indulged myself in2 studying like ive done for tis time round...mayb not even for my O's *grins*

hav been staying up v.late...waking up v.early equals lack of slp. im simply exhausted, both physically n mentally n plus my health is deteriorating...getting bad tis days, but glad its OVER...pheww...

now i will have peaceful nites, savouring my meals, hav loads of time 2 relax...blah..blah. wahh...sounds like enjoying every moments in life...

howeva, its too gd 2 b true, ive still got my final yr project..due next yr Jan...but i gotta finish it soon, so no more worries aft that...

nw, i got 1 mth of hols...n suddenly im lacking of sumtink 2 do..haha..even wif fyp in mind..i wanna rest for a while...

for wkends, on sat i'll b watching a play at MI wif my buddie goodie fren of mine...hehe, den on sun...wat will i be doing?? *touching chin*

BOOKS!? PLAYING GAMES!? or mayb look 4 part time job??? haiz...so many ques marks hovering over my head...

aim high, yes but y not higher?
lack of confidence or self-undermining?
or mayb just being realistic...?

the wildest thing can happen
even if u dont think abt it at 1st
only u who can discover deep in urself

start wif small steps
reach out for the sky above
n u'll find urself at greater heights...

2006-08-08T15:00:00.000+08:00

life has been abt studying.... revising.... doing tutorials...blah x3 for the past 2 wks
n ive grown white hair...argh...

I NEED A BREAK MAN!!! Aniwae, im gg fer a cruise next month..haha (im waiting fer tis getaway frm all the stuff i hav nw)

gosh!! next wk is my exams..ive got lots of revising to be done n fast!

gtg now, gg 2 wdls lib 2 study wif my fren...(haiz...again)

2006-07-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

crazie.happy.dmr guys

Last friday was a day dat I enjoyed n laughed n went crazy....hahaha

It was SMA Day, where the whole school was invited for the event. I was so excited as for the past 2 yrs of my stay in SP, i didnt went for any of the past yrs SMA Day, so tis yr I will nt want to giv it a miss!!

Ders food, live band perfomances, magic shows n of cos the lucky draws...sounds fun ryte??

Aww...such a big miss, wen i went hm empty handed. Such gr8 giveaway prizes to be won such as digicam, dvd player, hifi set, nike vouchers n even fish tanks!! AHAH.. :P

I trully enjoyed myself along wif my classmates n the usual grp of guys, temporarily forgetting all the probs I had...

wat a day it was...SMA Day was a blast!!

2006-07-23T15:03:00.000+08:00

Sempena bulan bahasa ini..ehem2

Ingin saya mengongsi sedikit kata2

yang membawa erti yg mendalam

semasa membaca buku

tulisan Ramlee Awang Murshid.

"Apabila hujan turun,

melimpahlah air dari perbukitan,

aliran menujah ke batu,

melekuk tanda waktu beralih,

seiring nyawa menghanyut usia,

sejalan nafas melangkah ke hujung.

Awan kalau dapat dicapai....

maka saktilah hamba.

Kamu bagaikan puteri...."

>> Sesungguhnya hayat manusia itu adalah sementara

Bahtera yg dinaiki hanya di perhentian

Sebelum menuju ke destinasi terakhir

Indahnya bahasa

Indah lagi bangsanya

Semoga tkkan hilang melayu di dunia..

HIDUP MELAYU!!

2006-07-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

Have you heard of the book " 7 habits of highly effective people " by Stephen R.Covey?

mayb u hav heard of it, mayb u dont....aniwae, i will like 2 share a bit of it.

A month back, i attended a talk on this 7 habits of highly effective people. It was interesting, fun but filled wif messages that are important and useful. Ive gained a great deal of knowledge which may help us to plan out our lives, manage it and continue to strive.

Basically the 7 habits are :

1) Be proactive :- To initiate sumtink rather than waiting for other.
2) Begin with the end in mind :- To hav goals in life, short term n long term.
3) Put 1st things 1st :- To prioritise those important ones n do them 1st, others can wait.
4) Think win/win :- In negotiations or business, both parties hav to win.
5) Seek 1st to understand, then to b understood :- Simply listen 1st, den answer.
6) Synergise :- To work wif others n solve conflicts or problems.
7) Sharpen the saw :- Continuosly practising the above 6 habits to improve.

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For myself, ive roughly set some goals in life. I will like to call out 2 my frens who may seem directionless or no idea of wat he/she may be doing in future, to sit down for a few mins n think of wat u wanna achieve in life. So, tag along wif me to set goals in life!! =)

Short term goals
> To finish my FYP
> To hold my Diploma next yr
> To go off for sailing aft graduation

Medium term goals
> To sail till Chief Engineer
> To find the special one! (hehe..)
> Support my family

Long term goals
> To reach Chief Engineer by 30
> To get married b4 30 (so far sighted..)
+ Hav a family
+ Own a property, car
> To hav assets of 1 million b4 40 (if possible..)

Dats wat i hav in mind currently...so guys, start wif the end in mind. Let the ball rolling now...

2006-07-05T17:25:00.000+08:00

walking down a lonely street

surrounded by dead buildings

there is no sense of happiness

a white light blinds

trying to see

never to reveal

captured the heart

right from the start

crushed at the last

painful? it may seem

the magic that blinds everyone

even you and me

let the wind blow

the helpless soul

finding peace

life should not end

even the pain is unbearable

as Him only you can believe

aii shite ru . . . .

2006-06-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

In a short period of time...a month, ive seen 2 of my family members got married.

Im happy for them as both are of young age. One is 23 yrs old n the other is 21 yrs old. Both ladies. Hmm...

1stly, is my cousin in m'sia..Najdiah n her husband-to-be n now oficially her husband..ehem.. made their wedding vows on 4th of June.

I was der to watch the action and had pics taken. Must give credit 2 my bro who was buzy capturing the moments. With so many relatives from both sides n friends, the place is simply overcrowded. To get a gd spot will b difficult n my bro had a job done well. Claps for him..*claps x2*

Ders 1 thing dat ive noticed n it was quite surprising. Usually in s'pore, we had 'rewang' which is the preparation for the wedding ceremony on the following day. The ‘rewang’ is majority inclined to women, however wat I saw was the total opposite! A platform is set-up and cooking preparation frm chopping to slicing n frying, all is done by the men. Im proud for my own gender! Hehe…*double thumbs up*

>> Fast forwarding to 24th June....

The day, the day which every person wish to come by... Its the unity of 2 hearts n soul!!

Reaching early at abt 2pm, the bridegroom has arrived to be ready for the solemnization cermony. Did i spell it right??

the heart must be racing or mayb like a balloon waiting to burst, while waiting for the ceremony called ' akad nikah'. tis is where the bridegroom will hav to say something, which can fail n den again hav 2 repeat it.

Aniwaes, both of the ceremonies have been successful and I cant wait who's next in line..hee :D

2006-06-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

'Gut' is a slang where it carries the meaning of the innermost emotional or visceral response.
It is sort of an extra sense for us...other than our senses of touch, taste, hear n see.

How much do u trust ur 'gut' feeling or instinct?? I assume everyone has his/her own 'gut' feeling ryte?? For me, there are a few instances where I feel dat sumtink will happen, either gd or bad and it happened.

U may say dat this can be a coincidence. Or is it?? Not to argue which is ryte, however this really ticks my brain to think!! How can such a thing really happened?? Why the 'gut' feeling happens so instantaneously?

Wat happened to me was so closely related to soccer...I dont noe y n im trying to find out.

1stly, during a soccer match during my sec sch days. I cant clearly remember whether it was a friendly or an inter-class tournament. Nevertheless, I suddenly feel dat sumtink bad will happen but i dont know wat!! Can u imagine how infuriating tis can be...

The 2nd half started at things went on smoothly when, suddenly a small fight broke out. My team mate made a sliding challenge n I think he did some rough play. So upon seeing dat, players from both sides start to converge into the area.

So, tis is wat suntink bad has happened n i talked to myself, tis must be it. Tis is wat i feel n it happened.

Next, is abt the world cup soccer match between Korea n Togo. For some info, Korea were behind aft the 1st half n they got an opportunity to equalise from a free kick in the 2nd half.

This is wat happened. I was watching the game n while eating, tis 'gut' feeling i had saying dat the free kick taken is to b a goal. True enuf, it happened. N the koreans get the equaliser n further on the game, the koreans won it.

This 'gut' feeling u may say is partially due to me supporting an Asian team n they need dat goal badly. 2ndly, there only to options to scoring n dat is a goal or not. So tis can be a coincidence. However, tis 'gut' feeling I had was so strong dat I told my family dat tis will b a goal n I shouted happily when it did. :D

Last but not least, n expect more to come, is the match between Ecuador n Costa Rica. This time round is who wins the game? The 'gut' feeling I had is for an Ecuador win but not sure of the goal margin...Aft watching the game, I smiled happily due to ecuador winning the game 3-0.

Now for the v.last one is the upcoming game of Germany vs Ecuador. The last game for each country in grp A. I have the 'gut' feeling of an Ecuador win. N its a strong one. Perhaps, due to the wins against both Poland n Costa Rica which tally to a total of 5 goals n also im not convinced for the wins of Germany over Costa Rica n Poland.

So we'll just wait n see how far is my 'gut' feeling true n if it is, I will be so delighted!! HAHA!! So sorie for those Germans supporters. No offence yea...be cool.

2006-06-03T07:09:00.000+08:00

AT LAST!! ITS OVER. OVERRRR!!!!...period.

phewww...this wk has been terrible for me. All the preparation done for the term test. im like squeezing every single brain cells in my brain n im running dry. *explodes into laughter*
not enuf rest, not eating well...now im feeling abit sick! ohmy....i wana puke..excuse me pls.. :(

however im glad dat its over for gd. But, always a but...the tink is how will i do?? though ive done it wif confidence for most of the papers, ders 1 paper dat i may just , u noe...may not do dat well or worst--> failing it. I hate recallling it...whose blame 2 put it on??

All my classmates hav been like complaining n grumbling the way he teaches...tis hav been the 2nd time he taught us. N its his same old teaching style..like wen he reaches class, he might...no let me correct tis, usually be talking sidetrack n tis may last like 1/2 the time in class??!

N wen his back on, he'll say lets do just 1 tut ques n den go. well tis ques, can be done wif minimal help, but wen we were asked 2 try other harder ques, u can cry looking at it. trust me!

argh!!...off wif tis...just hate it so much...lets start afresh yea??

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so much wif hatred n disappointment, well i guess ders just 1 thing gd now. N dats the term break! *bright eyes* yes, i badly need it n all my other frens too.... *cheers* So wats left is the e-learning wk...those assignment 2 be submitted online, or do online quizzes...ahh..crappy shit!

aniwae, im gg 2 muar 2day for my cousin's marriage along wif my family. n yay, my sis is driving...woohoo!! (^_^)

ders i thing i just realised is dat my 2 cousins, they are below the age of 23 n 1 is married n gonna hav her own child soon n guess wat, she's my age!! N the 1 im gg 2 attend is i tink she's 22/23...im nt too sure..hehe

n nearing the end of tis mth, my niece is getting married...can u believe tis!!?? i noe dat my family tree is upside dwn...very weird 2 have a niece older den u...if u were in my shoes, how will u feel?? n same goes for her. she wouldnt call me uncle!! HAHA....

let me end tis here...so to my frens go enjoy ur term break, n 2 those who havent finished their test, all the best n gd luck. :Pp peace.

2006-05-17T17:09:00.000+08:00

Portrait of a friend

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears.But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.

I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,nor the future with it's untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.

I can't keep your feet from stumbling.I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.

Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;Yet I can share in your laughter.

Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge;I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask.

I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,from your values, from me.I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.

I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,But I can give you the room to change,room to grow, room to be yourself.

I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,But I can cry with you and help you pick up the piecesand put them back in place.

I can't tell you who you are.I can only love you and be your friend.

2006-05-08T20:40:00.000+08:00

well, lets continue where i left....hehe

dat was really long ago...nw 2 continue back feels weird...nvm wif it, i shall just continue...

Day 3

As scheduled, the very 1st item of the day is morning exercise....but tis time round, im excited for the session...hehe its kickboxing time!! lets kick some butt....wahhaha!!!

den aft dat, went for wash-up n breakfast....eat n eat n more of eating....so my tummy is easily satisfied...heez.. :)))

so the next item, is a mini-competition on creating a spacecraft dat will b used in NASA's next space plan...sounds so grand...!! Each grp comprising of 4 members will build a spacecraft using papers, ballons, straws, tape, twine n a ping-pong ball which acts as an equipment on the spacecraft which cannot afford 2 b damaged wen landing...the ping-pong ball will den be replaced wif eggs n r dropped frm a height...

after much discussion, we came wif a design n we won the 2nd place...hehe. Cant imagine dat aft looking at other grps design which made me think twice of my groups design...aniwae, the design works n we got 2nd...wwooohhoo!!! (tis matters)

den we played the supply chain game or also known as "beer game"... we will have 2 play on a long sheet of which can be said as the playing board, where each pair plays different roles in the supply chain business, such as the factory, distributor, importer n so on..cant remember a few of them...well it brings out a picture of supply chain n how each affect the other parties n vice versa...

the whole trip now ends wif the closing speech n prize presentation ceremony...each is given a star cruise keychain...hehe. Its nice but kinda heavy...so if put along wif ur keys, it gets heavier...HAHA!!

After the ceremony, my frens n I all head 2 the restaurant 2 hav our lunch...(our v.last meal onboard)...so sad.. :(( I miss the food onboard, eventhough my fren says dat the quality is deteriorating... Nevertheless, ive enjoyed myself throughout the whole trip n a new experience for me...Gosh!! I gonna miss tis , n i hope i can go on it sum other time... :D

oh...sunrise..heart-stopping..

last pose on the cabin alley....smile!!

guys...jump, jump higher!! reach out 2 the sky...

2006-04-20T16:36:00.000+08:00

Day 2

Ahhh...i woke up to a very sleepy state. Im suppose to be enjoying tis trip not waking up so early. hmmph...got 2 wake up like 6am and aft dat got a workout session summore!! Bahh!!! But aniwae, i just woke up n the 4 of us, went up to the helipad. All were asleep, dreaming on their bed n wat we r doing now?? EXERCISING!!!

Oh..god, im so lazy nowadays.. the babats confirm dah tebal...hahaha. So all students gathered and stood at the front is the instructor. Cool huh!? He is specially called to b wif us....So b4 starting, he played a tape on the player and the song sort of breathe in energy...N here we go, starting off wif simple stretching and warming up. Aft the feel came, slowly he infused in kickboxing steps. Tis is new to me and i absolutely enjoyed it. IT WAS FUN!!

From a sleepyhead, now ive woken up totally and very energetic. The fresh air ive breathe in is so refreshing.. U could just imagine, the wind blowing to ur face...oh my..So i dont really perspire that much..hehehe. Now, im looking forward for tis exercise session tmr...*bright eyes*

Had my breakfast at the 'Mediterranean restaurant'...Den starts all the boring lecture..I just couldnt open up my eyes..just. Like i said earlier, woke up early aft a long day the day b4 n now had to attend to tis. Most of us r just simply tired and were all so silent. very. The invited guest from RSI company, the director herself is giving the lecture. Her name is Lucia Simonson if im not mistaken. She tells abt her background, tell he experience in the industry...

The main aim of all tis lectures is to let us hav an idea of the 'real' world and how is the business doing. So on and so forth....Wat can be expected and wat we can do in the future....

After tis, we had the navigation bridge tour. We get to meet the captain personally!! Where can u find tis opportunity on a cruise ship?? To even enter the navigation bridge itself is actuallie prohibited. So im so lucky!! hehe...*grins* All tis is not possible if not from a special request by 1 of the staff following the group. He himself is a captain. I guess a captain asking a captain wouldnt be much of a problem..

The captain is from finland and i cant remember his name. HEHE..Anihoos, he explains abt the equipments available and i was fascinated!!They were all so hi-tech!! He tells abt the whole ship's system, the controls, abt the ship itself, her dimensions and her top speed is 25.5 knots!! Bla..bla..I guess little will understand if i go on telling the details.. =PpP

The moment of truth has come.... JENG JENG JENG!!! We've reached phuket!! YEAH!! WOOHOO!!! But 2 hrs late of schedule, due to some problem to the engine... =[ Im superly xcited cos i nvr been to phuket, n phuket is known fer its beautiful beaches n nite shopping...I cant wait..my heart jumps happily...heee

So we got off the ship abt 5+ local time..they lagg begind 1 hr sin time....We r given till 2230hrs local time to get back to the ship...So I walked down the gangway n ders a bus coach waiting for the whole group. We r divided into 2 groups boarding 2 diff buses.

Firstly, we r taken to tis place where they produce jewellery using gems, stones n etc. The gems i seen are all hand polished. So u can expect very fine finishing n exquisite design. All types of gems u name it like ruby, emerald, diamond just 2 name a few...U'll walk thru a place where u can see the worker doing their job...next will b a hall full of jewellery...Girls will definitely love to have 1 of them, i bet! Oso u can find on the upper floor a departmental store where u can buy plenty of souvenirs and food...Lastly, u'll get a free drink, a complimentary of the company.

Now we're heading to patong beach where all the main attractions are...the beach n sunset...argh..We miss the sunset by the beach....cos of the late arrival...so sad...or it will be fantastic!! I was surprised 2 see how fast they have actuallie recovered..Patong beach was once struck by the deadly tsunami...But it seems dat nuthing has happenned over there. They hav rebuilt the place at an increadible pace. So there, we go jln-jln...lots of seafood restaurants by the beach, pubs, clubs n shops...U can easily find t-shirts, bags, shoes of all the branded name...but it is all the fake ones. If u see them, they reallie look so real!! u wouldnt believe ur own eyes... So i bought some souvenirs for my family n a gift for my sis...hehe i was in phuket on the day of her b'day....

I better stop here fer 2day...im so long infront of my lappie now...nvr did tis fer quite sometime...ok guys...here are some pics on the 2nd day...HAVE FUN!!

Navigation bridge. Captain's playground.

Food Haven. Nice view. Wat more can we ask? So SMILE!!

Hey..EDWIN!! Y close ur eyes?

Tis is the worker polishing the gems...so patiently

on the streets of patong beach...look up!

2006-04-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

Ehem..ehem...(clearing throat). Im not feeling well now wif tis sore throat n blocked nose. ARgh!!

I'm back!!, aft a very-very long period. Guess no1 even cares whether im still maintaining tis bloggie or not. Howeva, im here to do some changes and oso an entry I wanted to put up long ago but was being hold back due to some circumstances.

Ive changed my bloggie song...weewee...hmm, I feeling like wat am being described in the song. It reallie suits me for now. You may come out wif any interpretation u wish, but i will not say anitink...

Now, for the entry I longing to write is abt my trip on SS.Virgo. I was happie waiting fer tis trip as i took it as a runaway from stress and the hectic environment. On 2nd of April till 5th was the camp. Frm sin to phuket and then to langkawi and lastly back to sin.

Its a camp actualie, not any dream vacation many will wish to go. It is called the maritime experiential learning camp (MEL Camp). For duration of 4 days and 3 nites, a lot I have gone thru and experience. I get to be closer to my classmates i nvr was b4 tis and we learnt more abt ourselves. I bet, anyone going onboard SS.Virgo will 1 day wish to come back on it. So do I! HAHAHA!!!

She's a lovely ship wif a total of 14 decks. U can find restaurants, swimming pool, jacuzzi, gym, library, recreation room, bar and karaoke lounge, casino, a theatre and even a hair saloon!!. And many other more or the list goes longer...HAHA, I was so surprised to find the hair saloon onboard and ironically, I just had my haircut the day before.

Since its a camp, it is not only purely a vacation but the programme is filled wif activities and tours onboard and ashore. To tell my whole journey will be too long even it is just 4 days. But not to tell a bit of it will be unfair. So to share my experience wif my frens out der who care to drop by my bloggie, pls do lend me ur eyes for the next few paragraphs.

DAY 1

Depart from the cruise centre @ habourfront at abt 3+ nearly 4pm then. We board the ship at 12+!! It was so early...All the students gathered near the departures hall waiting anxiously for the gate to be opened. I was glad that my whole family was der to see me off. After all the goodbyes, we slowly proceed to the immigration counters and now on the way to SS.Virgo. Tis is mine 1st time going on a cruise ship and im alone w/out my family!!

Before entering the ship, ur are welcomed by tis lady dressed like a hawaiian dancer and are asked to take picture wif the hawaiian dressed lady. I find it kinda surprising and a bit awkward. Not ending der, further up a penguin mascot is a asked to take a pic wif u. N guess wat?? They sell tis pics they took!! I said WAT!! Tis is so ridiculous i thought... But sumhow it is like so glamour.. =pPp

We had our lunch at tis restaurant called 'bella vista'. It is a fine dining area where dining etiquette is required frm u. The food there, it is so superb. Especially the malay food or they called it 'hidang'. Serving rice along wif other dishes and soup. ALAMAK, it is so nicela...HEHE. N lastly I had ice-cream as dessert.

Other than watching and hearing the explanation of how ship navigates its way out of port, an introduction made by 2 special guest and lastly watching a show at the 'Lido', the whole day was filled wif fun, food and some pics taking.

Can i like continue tmr?? Im sleepy ryte now n tmr class starts earliest @ 8am. DANK!! Howeva, not 2 disappoint my frens, here are some pics ive taken. GOOD NITE AND TAKE CARE!!! TOODLES...

Mr Roland Tan, SMA director giving his speech...

Wahh...they r reallie relaxing!!

ALL SMILES! so sweeet...hehe

Looking out far, in deep thoughts i guess...

the 4 of us in our cabin...'cabin sweet cabin'

2006-03-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

helluuu....

tis blog is dead. ive not been updating frequently. Aniwae, im here to share wat ive just found out especially to my muslim frens.

Ders tis website dat provide the prayer time in any city in a country in the whole world!!! Don’t believe me? Check it out urself.

In addition, u can convert a gregorian date to a hijri date n vice versa. Wonderful isnt it???

I quickly entered my birthdate in gregorian to see wats my birthdate in hijri. Ive been wanting to find out tis, n im so excited now! =)) wooo!!!

So to my muslim frens out der, feel free to visit the webby. Thank You.

Here's the link : http://www.islamicity.com/PrayerTimes/

To zoorah,

YEAH!! im still werking at cbtl. Y? U miss me dont u? muahahaha...=Pp

My attachment is ending in 3 wks time. So u gotta hav 2 wait...n wait..hehe. Abt ur bloggie addy, dats a secret. Ive got my own ways..N y r u not using in animore?? hmm...

2006-03-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

Im super-super tired today...haiz

Aft reached hm frm werk, rest n eat n den slp till 3+

Den wake up, do all the neccessary stuff n slp again till 6+

NOW, i got prob 2 slp...haiz

I just feel so exhausted fer the day n i need the rest..

So, aft 2 wks of attachment, wat i hav learnt or achieve??

The working environment. Its a v.labourious job. Uses every single inch of muscle u have on ur back. Along wif the unforgiving heat, dust n the screaming noises....u may decide dat u would nvr want 2 enter such a place.

The theory dat i hav learnt in sch sum how helps me 2 understand better the system, engine n more to say...Here at the shipyard, i get the exp dat i may not get back in sch. As in how they carry out their task given to them, the procedures n papers needed. I began to appreciate wat i have learnt so far n its nvr enuf to just stop der.

Ive followed tis asst. engineer...he's my senior frm SP...hehe. Nvr meet him b4 in sch.. mayb ive seen him but didnt take note.. He's given the task on a vessel named "Diamond Queen". So my fren n i followed him onboard n explore the ship. Looking arnd n trying to recall all dat i hav learnt, now i can see them wif my own v. eyes. Its been a a wk plus working on dat project, ive made frens wif the crew n its sad dat they r leaving soon. They are all v.friendly n nice. I hope 2 meet them again.

Guess tis is enuf fer the day. Im still waiting...v.patiently...

2006-03-17T18:15:00.000+08:00

WOAH!!! its a whopping 16 days i didnt blog...huh...im just lazy 2 type out any entry i guess...n oso due to some bzness...y not, aft exams straight away continue wif attachment. :'((

Now its almost 2 wks into my attachment. Its reallie an eye opener fer me to see the real world out there. No kidding, working is tougher dat studying. Those who didnt study hard to get the qualifications, can find himself struggling to survive in tis "mean" world. Y i call tis world "mean"? The world isnt mean, but the humans living in it. Everyone only cares abt their own stuff n if they r done wif their job, u cant disturb them.

However, i found out dat the ppl at Keppel Shipyard are friendly n not selfish in explaining in wateva i asked them abt. But u need to kick start the conversation n not just stand n watch them working. We need to hav our own initative to move forward n ask questions. Not only did they ans the question, they even went on telling extra n giving their views abt life n wat to expect working in tis line. I reallie appreciate what they have done so far n im looking forward in meeting them again in the future.

Another point dat ive truly realised is how hard has my father been doing out der 2 support my family wif all his might. The exp of waking up v.early in the morn' at 5+, n 2 see the foreign workers der trying to earn a living, oh my... im so grateful wif i hav 2day. Im much-much well off then many of them. They earn like $500+ a mth, n comparing the work they do, u can just cry by looking at them. Even wif all tis difficulties, they still hav the strength to smile n joke arnd wif me. Im totally surprised!!

The only way now dat i can repay my father as his son (actuallie u can nvr repay back ur mum n dad, but as children we ought to give them the best!!), i just need to concentrate on my studies n not forgetting the family aft hav succeeded.

well i gtg now...still havnt wash up yet..hehe. BYE!

2006-03-01T18:06:00.000+08:00

baby, im back here....its been like ages since i last updated tis bloggie of mine...hehe

the last few wks have been hectic n super-stressful fer me...i actualie sit dwn n revise my subjects almost every day n min. 4-5 hrs per day...WOW. Went to the sch's lib at lvl 5 n oso went 2 JE lib fer the morn revision session. Den nite time, we go to McDonies to continue...pheww...i just hope dat all my hard effort will pay off wen i see my results..Now dat im left wif the last paper tis fri, i gonna give it the best shot...so wish me luck!!

wen i reflected back during my O's, i didnt even do sumtink like tis...i was slacking back den (feeling bad)...weird izzen it?? now to regret the past is of no use...so i make sure dat tis time round i will nvr repeat my mistakes again...

im gg fer my attachment next wk mon...3 days aft my last paper. I feel like crying now man. man.
im posted to Keppel Shipyard in tuas fer 6 wks...Quite a short time compared 2 the previous 2 mths. I will take tis eye opening opportunity 2 learn as much as possible n den decide on my next move, dat is fer here or to go...

i gotta make my move...need to study fer my last paper..cya!!

2006-02-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

where i hav been?? been silencing fer like 11 days?? im back..but fer a while onli...(too bad)

ive been into serious revising 2 prepare myself fer my exams in 1wk++...so haf2 gear up b4 the judgement day...(sounds so BIG like dat...) hehee...

tis wk gonna b bz n bustling...full ahead in studying!!! no looking back oready...or fail!!

just wanna make things short, i took some pics while a day out wif my sis, my bro n abg syah..had lotz n lotz of fun. =)) teehee!! Go bowling...ive been wanting it fer like fer so-how-many-times...n pool n oso makan!!!haha..must oso pamper my tummy....hehe ;Pp Aniwaes, let the pics tell u the story...im lazy la...hahaha.

Let's get rolling guys!!

woohoo!! yeah!! look at me...

bradder rawks!!

sis, wat r u trying 2 do??

the hit-off

the pro at work...silence pls!!

let me finish tis off!!

2006-02-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

today i start off wif a bad stomach upset. probably bloated wif air. my stomach is empty!!! urgh...hate it lotz. tis will only lead 2 me having troubles eating. tis makes me puke. HATE IT!!

so i only ate a small portion of the fried rice my mum cooked during breakfast. the result = an empty stomach in 2 hrs time!! By 10am i was alrd hearing sounds frm my stomach. Got no mood 2 eat. I just dont feel like eating, but i noe dat it will only b worse if i stay put on an empty stomach. So i bought tauhe. did i spell it rite?? haha. nuts.

not enuf wif dat, i ate 2 more doughnuts n 1 sardine-filled puff. weird eh?? got no mood 2 eat but i can still eat all tis. Wif all tis 'fuel' to propel me 2 class, guess its enuf 2 last till noon. HAHA!!

howeva, i didnt eat my lunch at 12nn. I went 2 lib wif my classmates...like usual, we will only slack arnd, lying arnd like making ourself comfortable as if we're at hm...hehe. My fren even lay down n slpt. surprising??? Our lib is SO conducive fer slping. Especially the bottom lvl. = pP

Usually i will just read some newspaper n sit dwn wif earphones stuck in my ears. Out of the ordinary, my mind just ticked abt looking fer a book abt photography. Furthermore, im just an arm reach 2 the shelves. I found tis interesting book. Full of illustration n explanation. Its useful fer beginners like me. Im so into photography... mayb CRAZIE abt it. HAHA!! Im serious abt tis. Dont u laugh at me!! dont u eva dare!! im watching u!!

I- WILL- MAKE- PHOTOGRAPHY- MY- SERIOUS- HOBBY.

2006-02-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

(continue...)

ARGHH!!! damn la...i need 2 retype tis entry...shit man. i was previewing the entry n i wanna edit it, so i press back. N its GONE!!! wahh...v.tiring eh...urgh!!! Now i got no mood to redo all over again. ARGHH!!! feels like banging some thing 2 the wall 2 relieve tis anger in me. DAMMIT!!

im alrd sleepy now n i gotta do it once more?? nvm. lets finish tis fast n i wanna go take a short nap. So just now go do my GEMS project. Got 2 do a roleplay n its a negotiation wif a shirt printing company. Me n my partner against 2 OP(opposite party). Need to complete the worksheet abt our strategy during the negotiation n tmr is the deadline!!

1stly we planned 2 meet at 1pm. Den she said she was tired aft completing 1 of her projects at 2am. So she asked to change 2 fri. Howeva, i cant make it on fri aft class. Gotta go fer prayers, den aft dat need 2 rush fer sumtink else. So i seriously cant do it on fri. she propose 2 do it on thurs. Again my classes ended like 5pm, n dats aft my workshop. Confirm tired 1 ar...so cannot again. Den she said 2 meet over at biz sch at 11am aft her lecture. During tis time, i was alrd otw hm in bus w/out the worksheet. So i told her, ill go get it n rush back 2 sch 2 meet her.

Aft reaching hm, i was looking fer the worksheet n OMIGOSH!! i got no idea where i put it. Im alrd late n things like tis happen. how things can go so bad...Luckily, i found it mixed wif my notes of another module. hahaha...how stupid can i b?? pheww...Aft much trouble searching, i wen off to the lift. I was abt 2 enter the lift wen my fone rang. Its her...

So i picked up the call. Guess wat she told me?? She has ended her lecture earlier n now she wants 2 come over. Can u see the situation im in? can u visualise it?

well im still ok wif all tis. Coz i wanna finish tis early. While waiting fer her 2 call me, i post the earlier entry fer 2dae. so u can see y i just end it abruptly.hehe.

so i go meet her at mac nearby my hm. got our discussion kicking n finished at 12++. Den we went fer lunch as i was alrd hungry the moment i reached hm at 10++. HAHA!! too bad, my body metabolism rate is high. I get hungry easily, so dont b surprised wen i got hungry out of the usual timing.

B4 i end todae's entry, ill show some of the pics i took wen in m'sia...hehe. EnjoY!!

a 'legendary' scooter...

the.majestic.rooster

wanna some lime juice??

dead.wilting.mourning.soul

2006-02-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

Arloooo guys...im back frm m'sia.hehehe.

ive nt been blogging fer some time now...dunno lar. I feel so tired easily even wif sleeping of more than 8 hrs a day. tis wat dey say u need a deep sleep to let ur body rest. Mayb dats wat i lack. hmm....

btw...ive caught a few pics..not a few but alot of them...HAHA!!! Am so-so happie aft fergot 2 bring my cam along the previous outing 2 m'sia. Pics of me, my family..while on the highway, at muar n the fruit plantation...muahhaha u couldnt get tis exp in s'pore....n the list goes....

i will upload the pics not 2dae mayb wen im free....hehehe coz nw im waiting fer my fren 2 do our GEMS project 2gether. Prettty bz nowadays...haha

i gotta dash now...my fren just called. bye.

to b continued....

2006-01-27T09:14:00.000+08:00

im at sch nw..hehe n just finished my lab test. how was it?? dont ask me abt it, cos i tink i gonna fail it.

here sitting in tis comp lab, typing tis entry...wif the cold chilling air blowing..piercing thru my skin>>no fats mah...hehe. Luckily i brought along my jacket. So im feeling warm n infact im just chilling rite nw...haha.

today n yest got sum1 to send me 2 sch...hehe..so can leave hm late. = pP Im so pampered by her...haha. Thanx sis fer all the trouble u took....Next time i'll ask u 2 send me again..hahaha

tis morn while otw 2 sch, sumwhere near JE sports complex n near a junction...a motorcyclist just fell frm his bike on the outermost right lane n he's lucky fer a car nearly ran over him or he'll b....I dont noe how he fell but surely i can see his expression dat he's in so much pain while holding his arm. OUCH!!

so much abt him..which i dont now who(toink)...but nvm, im just telling wat has happened...(looking at the time) wahh...still got 20 more mins b4 the next class starts n i've been in this comp lab like 40mins ago..!! Time flies so fast w/out we noticing it...(durh)

So..make full use of ur time doing sumtink useful 4 urself or others as time will nvr wait fer u...(its so cruel but its fair 2 all).

toodles!! =)))

2006-01-26T22:56:00.000+08:00

helooos...

haha..im being nuts...im losing my marbles?? wat crap am i typing?? (just ignore tis line)

todae's workshop practice was a very tiring 1 fer me. Had 2 dismantle a valve n fix it back. Woah...its darn heavy!! I got SO frustrated wen i just couldnt fix it back. It gt stuck!! ARGHH!! Reallie, just nw was a REAL test put on my patience. The result, had a few cuts on my fingertips. Nvm wif all tis s im der 2 learn. It seems dat i learnt my lesson the HARD way.

Back 2 nw, i just finished trying out some of the tutorial ques...umm, gt some prob...tmr gonna check it out wif my lecturer. I got 2 clear all my doubts b4 my exams in like less than a month!! Still ders topics waiting to b covered. wahh...summore got presentation, role play n tests coming up aft the chinese new yr. How am i gonna finish 'em up?? My chinese frens wanna celebrate u c... Aniwae, tmr i gotta lab test. haiz. Hope dat it will b easy. Pls..pls..*praying*

Suddenly, its jammed packed fer tis wkend n the coming wk...i didnt expect tis 2 happen. Den aft 3 days of my exams, haf 2 report fer ITP alrd. Cant tahan lar if like tis...man..oh man.

my eyes r simply tired now. i better get a v.gd rest fer tmr's test or i will haf trouble waking up. B4 i go 2 slp, i wanna take tis opportunity 2 wish all my chinese frens a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YR!!! GONG XI FA CAI. HONGBAO NA LAI!! hahaha... = pPppP

2006-01-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

im back aft M.I.A fer sometime...got no mood la 2 even switch on the comp...dunno y n dont ask me y...

todae's entry will b a long, but i gonna make it quick, s i gotta do some overdue tutorials or i will b in trouble later...hmm

so, the last wed, i went to the national skin centre. I was more than 20mins late n i got 2 wait until 12nn wen i actualie arrived der @ like 10:15...waddaheck!! Well i cant do much s im the 1 at fault....so i just haf 2 wait fer my turn. The place wasnt dat busy den, mayb bcos its in the morn..

(fast forward)

waiting n more waiting n 2 my surprise, my no. was called out like only aft less than 1/2 hr of wait...so gladly walked twds the rm n i got angry wif my mum s she was nagging @ me earlier on n we gotta wait until 12nn...so wen i was called earlier than expected, i said 2 my mum.."told ya dat its not gg 2 b long" n was fuming away.

Inside, i told the doc abt my prob frm the old prob 2 the new 1. He goes typing dwn in th pc some notes...well just fer his future reference. Den he goes on telling me 2 remove my shirt to show him wat izzit... He was exclaiming aft looking at me n was like excited 2 c dat my wasnt a common case. He called his colleague thru the intercom 2 further look n me.Here i was like a specimen fer em...like an experimental obj. i feel kinda stupid. Nvrtheless, its fer my own gd aft all...

Aft so much of story telling, wat was my prob actualie?? (drum rolls)
The doc says dat y i hav acne on my body is just due 2 the growing up process of being a teenager. wat luck i haf...ppl only got pimples on their face n here i got it not only on my face but oso on my body...haiz

Next, is the new prob i had a wk b4...its called HERPES ZOSTER. Got any idea wats tis?? In simpler layman terms its known as shingles. Howeva, i must thank god dat im recovering frm tis. Its nw just dat old prob of mine n i pray dat it will b gone 4eva n for gd!! The solution: JUST FOLLOW INSTRUCTIONS.

It may sound short n simple, but only god knows how tuff itz gonna b.

On the same day, i went to johor. was surveying fer a dental centre dat can do my braces. So i found 1 n the dentist said dat i gotta extract out 4 of my teeth. OUCH!! only den, will the braces werk well on me. Ive extracted 2 of them n nw left another 2 more. Howeva, i got a setback. Aft gg fer xray, the dentist found out dat i hav 4 more teeth waiting to cum out but still inside my gum. So the only way 2 solve is 2 undergo operation. (sounds so scarry 2 me, shivering)

Aniwae, ders a saying "no pain, no gain." Ive got 2 do tis n they r all fer my own benefit. So i dont mind sacrificing some gd slp n some munching of gd food. I just got 2 tell myself all the +ve things i gonna achieve n ill b find. So i pray hard dat all will go smoothly n s planned.

Off wif tis pain undergoing adventure...

AARGHH!!! NO!!! WATS HAPPENING 2 MY IPOD???!!!!! DAMMIT!!!
(mayb sum1 out der will b laughing at my lost)

It just hangs n dat page...n its lock even aft i unlock it. N its doesnt react to any button i press..OH NO!!

I feel like crying now s tis ipod it like my best fren...i cant live w/out it..(so exaggerating). It will always b wif me where eva i go literally, only not to bathrm of course!!

I so sayang it n nw its gone!!

2006-01-17T20:29:00.000+08:00

wats happening 2 me?? im starting tis new yr very BADLY..n i mean it. ive been skipping lectures n tutorial classes..waddaheck!! *i shld knock my head to the wall*

how am i going to reach the summit?? where r the promises ive made fer myself?? Has it just gone down the drain? Saying is easier than doing...i agree. haiz.

Nw im in front of tis lappie just doing tis entry n listening 2 music, where i shld b concentrating on my studies instead. Less than 5 wks is my exams...whahhh!!! I feel like crying now...

Im struggling to stay focused in lectures n failed 2 practice the tutorial qns. Im lagging behind..oh dear..when will i learn...when??

WHEN EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE?? or WHEN I FAILED MY MODULES??

wake up fazly...WAKE UP. Open ur eyes wide n see arnd u, dat ppl r werking hard n pushing all their hearts out 2 achieve their dreams...SUCCESS comes wif hard work, determination, patience, diligence n many more. Dont u feel jealous of other ppl?? Looking at their success?? Btw how do u define success?? Is achieving a high paying job a success?? Is having a car, property n cash considered as successful??

wat i noe is dat success is when u make a total +ve difference of wat ur today...u decide ur own fate, eventhough ur fate is oready written by him.

" No 1 can help a person or a community to change if he/she or they themseves do not want to change. "

p.s tmr will b my appointment...hope dat it will b solved soon. soon.

2006-01-13T18:25:00.000+08:00

Im all SMILES todae...teehee =))

=)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =)) =))

aft those dreadful, cloudy days are over... finally came over is the sun, shining out its rays n bringing in hope n happiness.

tis is life, where u will hav dark days n enjoy some of the bright days. Life is full of opposites...lots of 'em to state it 1 by 1...

Even in tis rainy, gloomy season...Now, im standing tall n happie due to some unexpected events dat happened just moments ago...

*Breathing in the fresh air**change colour as fer change of mood*
Ahhh....Im breathing comfortably now. Im enlightened. Im leaving those sadness behind me...i will nvr want 2 undergo dat once more...go away frm me!! GO!!

im so free now dat i took tis opportunity to do some changes to my blog... it was so long back den wen i did some major changes...as u can see at the main page, ders a new link...so do check it put guys...oso change the song..hehe

it took me quite some time 2 make it work...so enjoy n rmbr its my hard werk u guys can see it..hehe :PppP

i managed to get my appoinment earlier rather den in march...wow! *eyes open up wide* its now even early den ive expected. So it will b the next 2 wks. hehe. tis is the 1st unexpected event fer todae...im happie as ive longing to get my prob solve...tis shld be done ages ago..mayb eons...haha!!

while im surfing the net...busy doing my stuff..suddenly got tis _________
i was wondering wat was it....so i waited
Aha!! *giggles* its earlier dat i expected. I tot its gonna b tis wkend, but_____so, enjoy den. =))
Again, tis is the 2nd unexpected event...

well i got to end it here..my own series of _fortunate events.hehe. sounds familiar??
got some impt stuff to do n check...
my ITP is coming up soon
i cant wait fer it...

so guys..wish me well n wish me luck aite...=))
CIAO!!

2006-01-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

im so inactive nowadays...
dunno y lar..just dont feel like blogging fer the time being
today's will b a very short 1

got no mood lar now..
wif tis fever im having plus
the runny nose plus the sore throat
plus this ewyyyuu wadda heck is happening 2 my skin??

im gg to ask fer referral
to the national skin centre
n the next available is like only in march
wow!! so gd..n its so darn long...to wait

*sighing*
im suffering emotionally..
im suffering physically..
im rotting..
im so dreadful..

my morale is at the lowest now
i dont feel like gg 2 sch
dont feel like doing anytink
i just want 2 lazy arnd n sleep

im hibernating in tis cold, chilly weather
underneath my thin blanket
i will shiver n curl myself up
only god knows...

im up wif a week of MC
how much catching up will i hav 2 do??
i will be left behind FAR, very FAR...
oh well..

2006-01-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

Happiness Vs Sadness
Bored Vs Enjoy
Slack Vs Active

in a nutshell...im experiencing these above 3 changes in the past 2 days...WOW!!*giggles*

i was happy 2 days ago, bcos of my result. N nw im sad bcos of my result as well...wah!!
ShipStab was disappointing...indeed VERY...I was like confident of the last ans...which cost me 30 marks..can u believe tis??!! 30 MARKS!! DAMN!! SHIT!! Its like separating an A grade 2 a C grade...The last ques is like the deciding factor in the paper...*sad*
Wat makes me angry is dat, the ans 2 the ques is SO easy...reallie its bloody easy..shitty easy..believe me..i wouldnt lie...ARGHH!!!

my fren was fedup too..he's like expecting the same as wat i expect the result 2 turn out 2 b...he was cursing frm time 2 time...hehe

Now fer the bored part...i was reallie bored!! FLAT BORED!! Aww...i fell flat 2 the grnd..haha..CRAP!! Im full of it....hehe, so cut it out.

Today kickoff was so FUN! I tot the GEMs, general elective module lesson was gg 2 b boring...i was SO wrong... I took Effective Negotiation Skills...waddahell!! U need to learn to how 2 negotiate?? well u actually need it..in fact, u need to negotiate in ur daily life. So its impt!!
Like u negotiate fer lower price, best offer n many2 more...

So in today's activity, the class was splitted into 2 grps. Green n yellow. Wat we do is we r given cards. No game cards, but the tactic cards. How do u use these tactics in ur negotiation, in diff situations. The quiz is to ask each grp the name of the tactic n how u counter dat tactic. So der were 21 tactics in total n we need to memorise 'em all...The questions r numbered..so each grp choose a no. wen it their turn.

Got alot of actions, talking n disturbing of each other...my grp is more united i guess.. :p SO no offence on yellow team...n oso they got write notes...where we dont!!...Im proud of my grp eventhough we lost at last by a very small margin n dats 1! So 3 cheers fer my grp..YAY!!

nw to the slacking part..alas..im doing active work. Today i got workshop!! Am so happie... :))
Got to do some hands-on...i like it though, rather den sitting in class...u noe y lar...hehe. So fiq n me we given a task 2 dismantle a gear p/p....It seems 2 b easy, howeva if u misplace or mixed the parts, u'll hav probs putting it back 2gether...So the thing here is to organise...as organising helps...teehee!!

wah..!! I didnt realise dat today's entry is way LONG...hehe. I shld end it here though..ders more actuallie...sorie fer the sudden end here...bubye!!

2006-01-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

today i got gd news!! YAY!!

i scored pretty well fer my Eng Mechanics paper...it was'nt dat easy...hmm
i guess my effort so FAR is paying off slowly...n i hope same goes fer the rest of my papers.
SO, when the results fer the rest is comin up??
cant seem 2 wait...too anxious..yumyum..*laughing*

nuthin much gained @ sch..was pretty slacking all day lonnnng...*sigh*
so boring n im so bored!!!
i need sum enlightenment!!!
not sum..probably MORE!!!
oh well....
u now wat...i actuallie can go watch a DVD @ the lib during my break..
can u believe dat!!??

actuallie got nuthin more to say...im catching up wif lost time..
so im blogging now fer the past..
*thinking* y am i doing tis??
haha..i dont noe myself...
crazie mayb..dats wat u say to me...
so SAD...*sniffing aft crying*
wats all tis emo...
hehe

IM JUST JOKING!!!
I WONT B DAT EASILY SAD
COS I NOE U R JOKING AS WELL
HAHAHA!!!
*whispering**"he's now confirmed an insane boy"*

2006-01-02T12:00:00.000+08:00

a day b4 sch starts...

im anxious at how i will fair fer my term test. But i noe dat ive put in the effort n quality time, not just any ordinary time to improve....hehe :)) Hmm..but was the effort enuf to propel me 2 the peak? *pondering*

I will go ALL out, n nuthin...YES nuthin will eva stop ME!!!!

so how do i go abt doin it, since action speaks LOUDER than words.*thinking*

Lets make a list on it then.

MUST-DO-OR-DIE-LIST
p.s. Survivors r shot again!

Get enuf rest.
Reach sch early or on time. Cannot b late.
Attend ALL lessons.
Pay the upmost attention in class.
Do away wif ALL the distractions in class.
Read notes wen @ hm.
Do tutorials in advance.
Lastly, dont forget to enjoy as well!! hehe

So...tis is roughly how i shld go abt doing 2 achieve the peak.*smiles*

Any more suggestions?? Any1?

Hope u r there doing alright.

Hope u slp well wif no more probs.

Hope ur mind will b clear.

Hope ull b strong.

Hope ull nvr forget me.

Hope u r smiling always. =)

p.s. dats my mission...sounds like mission impossible..hehe

2005-12-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

BACK FROM KL!!

Spent 3 days n 3 nites frm tues evening till fri afternn. Actuallie the main purpose fer gg der is fer a dental checkup to fix my braces. Howeva, the dentist is on leave n the next available slot will b end of Jan. So ill b gg der back den. So, with the time i hav der, i decided to go JLN2!! hehe. Luckily my sis cuzzon, Zera was nt werking dat dae, so my bro, her sis n me followed her to KLCC, since she wanna meet her fren fer lunch, we'll cum along.

She wont dare 2 enter KL wif car as most probably she is nt confident yet of the roads der. Or we might just lost our way. hehe. SO, 2 avoid the above prob, we took a much safer n convenient way. Which is by train!

Upon reaching KLCC, we all waited fer her fren b4 we went our separate ways. She went off wif her fren to lunch n my bro, Fazul n my sis cuzzon, Nana n myself go 2gether 2 look fer my stuff.
Can u blieve me. I just bought a tee for the dae like we spent frm nn till 6++. Oh my! Im a very poor shopper!! So sad ;( Howeva im happie as i bought the 3rd tee chosen by myself.MYSELF!! YES! YEAH!WOOHOO! Im gg crazie-wozie nw. Muahahahaa!!!

Over wif dat bit of insanity. haha. We went 2 look fer my dear sis cuzzon, Zera her bdae present. I totally fergot abt ur bdae n 2 sent bdae wishes 2 u. Im so-so sorrie. Reallie2 sorrie. = [ How more useless can i b? Its unintentional. Howeva i compensate by buying her a present which i tink i wont buy if im in spore. How bad can i be further??

The new yr of 2006 is coming up very soon. Wat ive achieved so far in the 364, 23hrs, 37mins days ago? hmm..tis may take sumtime to cum up.

1stly, Ive increased my size of circle of frens.

I got closer to ppl i nvr thought i will b. Like u noe urself. :p

Ive improved on my style of studying n completing my hmwerk. No more procrastination!!

My appetite is improving well n im surprised myself dat i can eat alot nowadays. When will i b putting on more weight??

Der's too many i tink, or izzit im just too lazy 2 tink. haha.

well nw, wat ive lost. Did i lose anytink?? *thinking hard*

oh yes, i lost my hp. ;(( I'm SO careless. How can it just possibly slip away. I seldom lose my belongings. Oh well... Oso along wif my hp r my contacts which r priceless!! The nos. r more valuable den the hp itself. Can i say it tis way?? hehe.

did i lose any of my frens?? S in like moving further away frm them?? I tink i hav. A few of them. Totally no more contacting each other fer more than a yr?? how tis sounds?? Pretty bad uh?? I miss u guys!! yes, i cant lie tis 2 u n myself.

Yr 2006 is just moments away now. Ppl arnd the world r celebrating. y? hav they achieve sumtink BIG? Has the world bcum a better place?? Wat i tink abt entering in2 a new yr is dat it is of no diff. I dont feel anytink special. No big deal rite? If i made no improvements on myself fer the past yr, n continue wif it in2 the new yr, wat diff does tis make??

Last but nt least, i will like to say a million thanx 2 my whole big family, my teachers, my mentors, my frens n 2 whoeva directly/indirectly constantly giving n sharing wif me ur support, advice, love, company, knowledge, happiness n sorrows. THANKIEYOUMUCHIE!!! x 1 million.

To those whom ive hurt wif my actions, words or in any other possible way, pls x3 forgive me. I reallie hope dat der r no ppl wif hard feelings 2wards me. If it exist, pls let it go. I do no harm n mean no harm. PEACE, NO WAR!!

Im wishing 2 all ppl out der, a happy new yr 2006, may ur family n u enjoy the best health n keep on changing 2 b a better person. =))

2005-12-27T11:27:00.000+08:00

im bored.
im bored.
im bored.

can sum1 help me out of tis boredom??
i reallie need sumtink fresh, sumtink new
sumtink i will enjoy doing, sumtink dat i will love

oh well..im running out of ideas to write..hahahah
i'm getting crappish here
if u wanna continue 2 read, its ur own WISH!!

*listening to the conversation between my mum n dad*
wat? NOW gg off to KL?
buy tickets n chao??
o'Man...too sudden
I havent pack my stuff
o'no!!...

Yo frens out there?
How r u guys enjoying the term break?
Had fun during x'mas?

me? I was werking...hahaa
double pay is wat i was looking fer..
hmm..im bored.DEAD bored.Haizz....

nvm. Just leave me alone, will u?
dont need to comfort me
im no more a kid

i wanna think fer myself
i wanna make decisions fer myself
i wanna b independent
im sick of being pushed arnd
n ppl making decisions fer me
even those i can make fer myself??

Y DONT U GIVE ME THE CHANCE!!!???
DAMMIT!!
I WANNA GO OUT OF TIS SHELL/HELL
N B FREE
TO THINK, ACT N DO
Y?Y?Y?

y am i being likw tis?
im forcing out tis anger in me
to shout out loud
fer those who hav been blind
n deaf

or izzit im still ur small boy??
u still care wat i do
who i meet
wat i buy
where i go
hmm....

DATS IT!!
IM STILL UR BOY!!
I CANT HIDE DAT AWAY
ITS THE TRUTH!!

How i wish..........

p.s OFF to KL till Fri..Need to contact me? Just email to max_thetix@hotmail.com.

2005-12-26T01:55:00.000+08:00

hello!!

Just got back frm werk @ nearly 1am...I knock off frm werk @ 11pm frm 2pm in the afternn. So i'm pretty tired now, realie.

I just did tis test to find the true colour dat represents u. There's 19 ques in total i tink...won't take too long 2 complete it..So i just try ans the ques.

In the end, my colour is black. Well i find it quite true as i prefer black or blue...hmm i was thinking how true it was..haha

So here is the discription of black...

Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines.

Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection.

Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people.

But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you.

Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Well it's up to every individual on how they think abt tis..I'm just too tired to think abt it..probably tmr...

Dat's all folks..NITEZ!! BYE!! = )

2005-12-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

E-learning...hmm wat u understand from the word?? well dat's wat i've been doing fer tis week...Ders no need to go to sch...But i tink gg 2 sch is better..haha..

i'm packed wif assignment tis wk...6 of them to b completed by today....Pheww!! I've finished them all though by yessie...I've learnt frm my past mistakes dat if i procrastinate, i will b at loss later..So wat i did was i started my assignment as early as tues,as on mon i'm werking...n slowly complete them...hehe. Now i'm happy wif myself..YAY!!! IT'S HOLS AND I CAN ENJOY IT 2 THE FULLEST!!! AHAHAAHAHA!!!

So to celebrate it off, i went 2 watch movie wif my fren...We watched the cronicles of narnia...a movie which is full of imagination, mostly for kids, howeva brings a very strong msg along wif it...Now how will i spend the rest of my hols? werking? gg out wif frens? just stay at hm? hmm..i don't noe yet...

But wat i noe now is dat, i shld b enjoying every min of it as, later during my semestral break, i will have to do go for my attachment...so not reallie hols for me...*sad*

Off i go 2 slp...nitez =)

2005-12-21T07:36:00.000+08:00

GOOD MORNING!!! * a gd sign frm me*

haha...i'm feeling muchie much better todae...YEAH!!! hope it will b a gr8 dae..hmm*pondering* I'm being quite rough yessie wif all dat stuff, but now i'm ok..i'm cool...seriously....haha

I woke up like 6+ *tis is like SO-SO earlie as compared 2 yessie* n now i just can't sleep..dunno y..So, not 2 waste time n more of it, i'm doing my e-learning rite now...n i've just completed 1 of 6 assignments?? WOW!! 1 more is coming up rite next, just need 2 check on "the small the pieces" part wif my partner n it's DONE.

Now, doing my MEK2..reading the notes n answering to the ques on the M.E. Next up will b the Eng Mech ques...hmm i have'nt read it yet on the self-learning topic...i gotta rush now, even it's wed todae, as i got 1 big assignment wif my grp n nuthin' is done yet!!!!

GUYS!!!! GO ONLINE TODAE ON MSN....U GUYS DO SOME RESEARCH 1ST!!! *winks*

I'm putting them in caps n bold as i wanna shout tis out loud to my frens...don't sleep nimore..WAKE UP!!!! It's morning....hahaha :PpP

Dat's all fer now...if more 2 come..i'll blog twice todae...haha'. Gotta get back to my werk...hehe

OUTZ!!!!

2005-12-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

Ok wat's fer todae??? Hmm...*scratching head* Well..haha woke up so late todae as in like @ 12++...WOW!! So the 1st thing after off frm bed is to look fer FOOD....yupz my breakfast...ish x3*shaking head* FAZLY, WAT TELAH HAPPEN TO U!!??

hehe...so went to the kitchen n found mee siam in a plastic bag...my eyes goes glowing..yummy!! So long did'nt taste mee siam...So cut it open n pour into a bowl n start digging in.... So my breakfast is cum lunch as well...haha

At 3 ++ i tink..hehe alwaes forgot abt things...*toink* when 2 NTUC as my mum wanna buy rice n me milk...After like so long of milk drought, now i have a carton of milk n dat's 12 in total.. CAN U BELIEVE DAT??
I've bought 12 boxes of milk...I must b crazy...muahahah!!!

Now, just got back from IMM wif Zal, as promised, i accompanied him 2 look fer presents fer a party tmr @ East Coast....1st met him at the bus-stop nearby my hse, then went to JP.

Soon aft arrival, we went straight frm a gift shop 2 another looking fer the gift...haha so desperate to find 'em quickly as he reallie need it fer tmr's party....The thing is dat he hav just bought 1 of them n he needs 8 more gifts!!! So can u imagine how it will b like along wif the crowd of pple in a store???

Not enuf, we went 2 IMM frm JP using the shuttle service..heee...still on the hunt fer the gifts. When 2 toon world.. izzit?? ahah' forgot abt the store name....nonetheless, alas the hunt is over.... N he's satisfied wif them...hehe

Well zal, i shld b the 1 saying thnx 2 u as u approached me to accompany u...THANKIE U!!! At least u remember me n ask me along....It's veri muchie appreciated... : )

*Thinking* Hmm..tmr will the outing b confirmed?? Wat the hack, i tot they can come down...now only like 4 or 5 of us are confirmed...shit!!! I'm longing to play bowling n relief some stress by looking at the pins drop n to score a strike!! YEAH!! DAT'S WAT I NEED NOW!!!

*msg tone**Reading sms sent by fren*

Oh..NO!!! it's cancelled...wtf!! FHUK!!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!

Y am i saying those bad words?? Am I being affected by sumbody?? I hope ______ is not mad wif me.... ;(

Pls if u do, forgive me fer wateva i've said...I'm srry

I just wanna make everyone arnd me happie n feel comfortable when wif me as much as possible....if they r sad or angry, i will try 2 help by being cheerful n putting a smile on my face...dat's it....Ppl are happie when i smile...SO I MUST SMILE MORE...hahaha : ) :) :) lol!!!

oh..yea forgot to reply to the tag todae...

Hmm, let's see...ok 1st to Ika...hehe...thankyusomuchie!!! =) I saw it frm my fren's blog, n i find it nice n cool, so i try looking fer the webby n register soon aft finding it...hehe. Maintenance wise, it quite simple...the code is not dat long though...

To seri, woi!! Suke2 hati dier jer say me copy...ok per...it's nice btw n i'm enjoying it...hahaha = p

I will SMILE even when i'm down, as tis will make others up...only if i'm feeling veri sick, then i can't hide my sour face nimore...SO SMILE!!! N u'll make others smile as well...trust me aite??

2005-12-20T01:32:00.000+08:00

i've got nuthin to do..so bored, DAMN bored!!

well, got back frm werk n reaching hm bout 9 i guess...did'nt check the time..hehe
Oklar todae was'nt dat bad..i've got to practice more on EB todae..YAY!! I'm so happie....Or i will stuck @ IB fer like nearly 1 mth++...haha. Can say dat i'm pro @ IB oready ar... :p

I did a few misatakes here n there...howeva u will learn only when u make mistakes...dat's wat 1 of my lecturer alwaes tells my class...Make the mistake now rather than u make it later during the exams....which i totally agree wif him*smiles*

my fren zal, asked me to accompany him tmr 2 look fer presents @ JP...well wonder wat he's looking fer...If got promo, i gonna buy sumtink..hehe :)) Since when i noe abt shopping n buying stuff?? I tink i noe when n who...psstt...!!

B4 i go 2 sleep*eyes r closing*, i got sumtink 2 share....

*EYES WIDE OPEN**HOLDING ON*

A store that sells husbands has just opened where a woman may go to choose a husband from among many men. The store is composed of 6 floors, and the men increase in positive attributes as the shopper ascends the flights.

There is, however, a catch. As you open the door to any floor you may choose a man from that floor, but if you go up a floor, you cannot go back down except to exit the building.

So a woman goes to the shopping centre to find a husband.

On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs.

The woman reads the sign and says to herself, "Well, that's better than my last boyfriend, but I wonder what's further up?" So up she goes.

The second floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men have jobs and love kids.

The woman remarks to herself, "That's great, but I wonder what's further up?" And up she goes again.

The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love kids and are extremely good looking.

"Hmmm, better" she says. "But I wonder what's upstairs?"

The fourth floor sign reads: Floor 4 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking and help with the housework.

"Wow!" exclaims the woman, "very tempting. BUT, there must be more further up!" And again she heads up another flight.

The fifth floor sign reads: Floor 5 - These men have jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking, help with the housework and have a strong romantic streak.

"Oh, mercy me! But just think... what must be awaiting me further on?"

So up to the sixth floor she goes.

The sixth floor sign reads: Floor 6 - You are visitor 6,875,953,012 to this floor. There are no men on this floor. This floor exists solely as proof that women are impossible to please.

SO ARE WOMEN TUFF TO PLEASE???

*zzZZzzzZZ*

2005-12-18T22:30:00.000+08:00

Tired? Am I running out of steam?? Wat's happening?

Yessy was terrible when @ werk...ohmygod..u would'nt want 2 noe wat was it....hmmm. Btw i met alot of new staff, those waiting fer their results...oso, there's tis 1 gurl dat have been werking fer 2 wks, howeva it was only yessy dat i met her..haha

I did'nt update my blog fer quite sumtime now as I was quite bz...don't now over wat...

A few things happened tis wk....

1stly, i wanna say thnx 2 my uncle fer buying me a sandal frm beetle bugs..i luv it..thnx alot!! = ) I've been wanting to hav1 footwear frm beetle bugs as it's veri comfortable n soft. He seems 2 noe wat i reallie wants...*hugs*

Next, i've been receiving calls dat r not fer me...1 of which is dat a guy called me asking abt credit cards...wow!! where the **** in tis world did i ever own a credit card?? When i say dat i don't have 1, he asked another ques abt whether i have $50,000 in my bank acc....
WAT'S HAPPENING HERE?? CAN SUM1 TELL ME??
So guess wat i told him...........

dat i'm still a student!!, then he goes saying srry2... haha, it's so funny lar..*laughing away*

Later dat nite,when i was werking, tis guy i'm not sure where he's frm... he called asking whether i've remembered gg shopping sumwhere n entered tis lucky draw...I told him dat i don't so far i'm concern..then he asked me again if i'm veri sure dat i don't spend anything sumwhere...
WELL, WHEN DID I EVER GO SHOPPING TIS WK??
To clarify further, he asked whether i'm Mr.Tan....mr who??? If Faz-lee got lar...So I'm Mr.Lee...hehehe :p Again tis guy said sry fer his mistake...But i'm still wondering wat tis Mr.Tan has won...Surely, it must b sumtink big dat the organising party called to tell...hmm*still wondering*

Tis 1 is pretty interesting...
i unexpectedly received tis call....twice it was.
I was thinking who will b calling at dat particular time, at the moment when i'm at dat place...???
When i checked my hp, it was a no. which i don't noe...so i gave a call back...guess who ans the call??*gleams*

I'm like taking a long time fer tis entry...haha. Mayb got a lot of distractions...Guess dat's all fer today..veri tired now...haiz

2005-12-15T16:31:00.000+08:00

wat a BIG relief!!!

Now i can sleep peacefully, after burning the midnite oil fer 4 straight days!! I've nvr done tis b4...wow i can't believe tis myself as i can wake up in the morn' hehe = ) ... however, i can feel dat my body lacks sleep. The heat in my body, even after drinking plenty of water is still there.... GOOD SLEEP IT IS WAT I NEED...dat's the only solution...hahaha

Finally, after a wk of spellbounded stress, it OVER!! YES, IT'S FINALLY OVER...oh my god..thank you!!

Now i shld just let my mind, body n soul rest. Dats wat I deserve n no less...BUT..there's alwaes the BUT...hmm next wk i'm full wif assignment n i've got 2 do it frm hm...hehe E-learning wk...The sch just started tis thingy out tis sem...y??
WE'RE THE GUINEA PIGS?? << -ve side

+ve side >> well..i don't hav to wake up early nimore as my classes usually start @ 8am n end @ 5pm, therefore fer tis coming wk, i can wake up late..YAY!!! *smiles*

After the e-learning will b my term break...WOW TIS IS IT wat i'm waiting fer. I can shutdown fer a wk...hehe dat's so-so gr8....

Just now, after my paper, i went off to JE central 2 look fer the hp pouch...i don't wanna my new hp get any scratches on it..*sayang it SO MUCH*.

Then went to the lib to look fer books, after so long of m.i.a wif books, i shld get back 2 them....I borrowed a book by Faye n Jonathan Kellerman n a book by Sidney Sheldon...tis r the author my fren likes to read, so i just wanna try if i like them as well. Can't wait to read the books...

CIAO GUYS..cya in the new year of 2006...haha

2005-12-13T15:35:00.000+08:00

Ahhh!!! Pheww!!

Feeling a bit relaxed now...after completing 2 out 4 of my term test papers....Both of it was more of a calculation type of paper...so dat's no worries..

theory..THEORY...hmm...struggle a bit...was caught by surprise by 2dae's paper as i was expecting it not to b asked, however it was 1 of the 10pts qns n i don't noe how 2 ans it..wow!! Feels gr8 eh...losing the 10pts... ;(

Wat's over is over now...of no use thinking abt it nimore....just wasting of my time...
Now wat i shld do is 2 concentrate on the remaining papers n do the best...only THE BEST!!!

Disappointed?? Umm.. mayb a bit...not reallie, howver i can do better..dats war we alwaes say..i can do better n blah2, but still repeating the same ****** tink again.. haizz...y r humans r like dat?? or izzit just me?? *wondering*

Can sum1 tell me??

2005-12-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

wow...todae i'm so so happie!! YAY!! Got mEself a new hp like after nearly a mth losing it!! I'm so much in a gd mood now...

hehe...*Grins* just bought it just now at mustafa centre along wif my sis n abg rizal...now 1 of my cravings is accomplised...haha

Quite tired though now... aft gg fer shopping just now..1stly went straight 2 mustafa centre as there the electronics stuff are cheaper to my knowledge....if any 1 dat know anywhere cheaper, pls do tell me...hehe => Then, went 2 bras basah walking to look fer a printing shop fer my sis's client...next went to mkn sumwhere nearby bugis junct...

Wif a full stomach...haha we continue our quest by entering bugis junc n just looking arnd fer any interesting stuff 2 buy...hmm guess wat... my sis saw tis promo at the hello shop where they r having tis K700i fer $0.00.. can u believe it?? I'm so jealous of mu sis*kiddin'* as i just bought a hp fer $275 n now she got it fer free...hmmm

However, the hello store in bugis has run out of tis hp..so, we rush 2 citylink 2 try our luck if the store there still hav the hp...my sis asked me to ask the staff there whether they still have the stock..if they don't have it, then we'll rush to orchard i guess....

Luckily, they still have 5 of them left...must b selling like hot cakes... went to queue fer the no. n aft being called up, my sis got the 2nd last hp there... pheww!! After the registration n blah x 3....we left the place n saw the last hp handed to sum1 else...hehe my sis is SO LUCLKY...I'm still jealous of it....just can't do away wif it...haha

Btw, tmr i got my 1st paper of my term test @ 9am wif 4 of them in total... just wanna make todae's entry short, or i will b longer... so, i shld b sleeping now or i won't b able to wake mEself n .... *thinking* *still thinking*

better not 2 elaborate further...haha

nIteZ!!!

2005-12-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

hellooo...

haha...i'm back even my test wk is not over yet...well x3...

i'm so RELIEVED dat i've cleared 1 subject dat i don't quite understand
yipee!! I'm in a totally gd mood now...

Now i'm left wif ShipStab...hmm still don't understand some of it...
mayb i need to do more tutorials...hEee
As the saying goes..."practice makes perfect".

I better werk on more of those tutorials as i usually don't do them on time...shld smash my head to the wall..like 1 of my fren use to say.. ;p

Btw, todae i suppose to meet sum1, however i'm not sure if i can..but i'll try not 2 disappoint my fren, if the cicumstances allow me to..i'll assure u dat...trust me!! =>

So now, i need to go all, i MEAN ALL OUT!! seriously... n put aside all those unimportant stuff fer the meantime....

2005-12-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

i think todae's entry will b the last 1 tis wk as i'm preparing fer my term test in 6 days only!!

i shld panic now as i need to cover still a lot of topics
however, i'm relieved as i managed to clear some doubts
thank god!! U r the 1

ahhaks!! todae i started skool @ 1pm
feel so gd as tis is only time i can enjoy going
to skool late..haha, or i will like start
skool at 8, 8:30 or 9 the latest...

hmm..now i'm suppose to continue my revision
but my eyes r getting tired though..
FAZLY u got to fight n continue fighting
till u succeed!!!
C'mon man, where is ur fighting spirit
N the never say die attitude ur known for huh??

I must not let myself down again n again
Y don't i use my full potential??
U r just pretty lazy boy...lazy is the word it is

Don't waste the gift god has given to u
Use it wisely n carefully
U will alwaes b on the right track
Not left....haha

Y am i talking 2 mEself???
>>>in a very busy mode now... so pls STAY CLEAR!!

2005-12-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

Life has never been better fer me.

Classes have been fantabulous...haha

Manage to did my tutorials (^_^)

N i'm on the phone wif **** *******

psst...my secret admirer.. :p

2005-12-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

1st of all, i will like to ans to the tag by my frens...

to rizal, well bro thnx fer ur advice....i'm not trying my best 2 pay alot attention in class so dat i can absorb as much as i can n go hm to digest them further....

2 u rizal, u got to put in more effort 2 push ur grades up...u've got to make some sacrifices if u need to...all the best bro fer yer studies n future endeavours... (",)

to ein...hehe well i don't reallie noe who u r...but wat i noe is dat u must b 1 of seri's frens rite?? nevertheless, i thank u so much fer wat u hav actuallie tagged..whoever u r, u r so kind to give ur views 2 me...i reallie appreciated dat... (^_^)

to raye,thnx fer ur comments..haha..well the song n blog is not my creation..credits shld go 2 those creative beings dat create tis template n song..3 cheers fer them. *cheers* x3 hehe.... well i've oready forgotten abt dat niwaes...well i've gt 2 look forward n leave behind all dat has passed...but wat we r today, is wat will become of us tmr...

now fer today's entry, i've just did some revision on MEK2...tmr i've gt a practical test on the subject in the morning...so i need to memorise some facts of the equipment...

so far i think i can still remember them...*laughs* well...i spent all of my time todae staying at hm...woke up quite late today as i werk till closing yessy nite..it was so fun yessy nite...eventhough alot of orders..it's not stressful..i'd enjoyed it...then when gg hm can bring some food back...hehehe...so fer the rest of the afternn, i was studying..acting gd..heee..the only reason is dat i've gt alot of catching up to do....then fer dinner i ate sup tulang..WOW!! veri sedap!! So now I'm in front of my lappie...typing all tis out...haha

I shld b sleeping early though..NO NO i shld be revising fer tmr..so guys i gotta go now CIAO!!

2005-12-02T23:24:00.000+08:00

i think today's entry will b short
as i don't noe wat to write down.
doing nuthin' much now
just listening to songs
n chatting on msn....

i woke up late in the morning
actuallie i did wake up earlier
but my eyes is just too heavy
so i continued sleeping

As a result,
i skipped my lab
which is once in 2 wks

later in class,
i was so blur to wat
the lecturer was teaching
as i can only understand a few parts

tis wat happens, when i don't
put in my fair share of effort
haiz....when will i learn
frm mistakes aft mistakes??

Looking @ the bright side of life!

2005-12-01T12:20:00.000+08:00

Looking @ the bright side of mE life!

Rite now in the sch's lib...just KILLING time waiting fer my workshop starting later @ 1pm...

1stly, i will like to reply to seri's tag.....
hehe...(^_^) thnx gurl fer telling me dat
life is not all bad after all
as it contains both +ve n -ve

looking @ the +ve side now,
i hav u by my side
always there when i need u
to cheer n encourage me
wif words dat will keep me
striving towards my aim

i hav my lovely family
i hav my sweet frens
i'm currrently doing well in mE studies
i hav life's best arnd me
N they r free!!!
wat more i can ask for??

i shld b grateful n thankful
where other ppl in the world
don't even get to feel the love
frm their family n frens

how lucky i am
to hav them by my side
thru day n nite
thru ups n downs
the endless love i will
b getting frm these ppl

Ahhhhh!! I feel so relaxed now
i feel enlightened
thnx to u*hugs*
I'm all smiles YEah!!!

Ponders of meself

2005-11-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

Ponders of mEself

today is wednesday....
of cos it is..eheh
well soon it will b thurs

i wish 2 thank god fer
now i'm still alive
along wif my family
n frens i will nvr
find sumwhere else

wat will b of me
in 5 yrs time?
i will b in NS??
sailing the 7 seas???
or just sit arnd
n wait or
just as well rot?

now, my responsibility
is to b a gd son 2 my family
a gd student 2 my teachers
n a gd fren or company 2
any1 out there whom met me

regrets....everlasting
shld do better
y tis attitude
where i noe dat
i must work hard
2 achieve wateva i want
but i just don't want 2 be
y? y? y?

when will i learn
frm my mistakes?
how do i better in life
if i don't change??

god, pls help me
as u r the only 1
i can look forward for
who else can i ask??

where is my love?
R u arnd me, but i don't
notice it?? Or izzit
even does'nt exist?

haiz...i feel lonely :(
i need sum1 to share
my feelings towards to
other than my family
n frens....

only god knows....
i'm just weak person
i've got to admit it...
but am i a total failure?

2005-11-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

here..i am again changing the template fer the 2nd time in 2 days..wow..wat am i trying to do?..Don't i got sumtink better to do?? hehe i luv doing tis man...playing arnd wif the codes ... experimenting...supposely to improve on mE blog...well does it?? well let's drop tis crap...

Just now, in the morning i have a so called meeting to be carried out in front of my lecturer...there r 5 of us..the chairman, kumar..secretary, marinah...hehe the only rose in mE class among other 19 more bugs...n I'm wif fiq n omar were the union members...we were discussing abt the workers asking fer pay rise, annual increment...shift allowances, n blah blah blah.......i did'nt speak dat well...i dunno y?? I feel different..not dat comfortable...maybe bcos eyes r looking at me...my other classmates were all like purposely sit so close n they were all eyes n ears. howeva i think, i did quite well...so were my grp...*yeah*

actuallie..
.............i'm
bored....................
rite............
..........now

2005-11-28T20:05:00.000+08:00

I'm still in sch rite as just now were practising fer tmr's so call "union meeting" to draw up a new proposal which will then be presented to the management of a company...actuallie tis is part of a module i'm taking in sch,which is Communications Skills for Work (CSW). So we hav to rush on certain details n found out that there were alot of errors..my god, if tis were to happen tmr, we r dead! Luckly it happened todae...hehe, so dat's y i'm still in sch rite now to make the amendments...my class ended quite late fer todae, it's at 5pm...

Wow!! It's the 5th wk of sch n in 3 wks time, it' s term test!! TIME reallie flies veri fast..super fast... Oh my, i have'nt do any revision yet...*stress*, then the following wk, it's gonna be e-learning wk..*happy* as i don't need to go to sch...haha. Just stay at hm n finish up the assignment given *sad*...there'll b loads of them...seriously....my stomach is grumbling rite now...hehe..where's my food!! I DEMAND it now!! hahaha...Nowadays, i feel hungry easier than ever...y? Anybody that can help me ans tis?? Arghh...it hurts...

2005-11-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling better now than yesterday, much2 better :D I was down wif fever n felt so weak, seriously...luckily it was not during school time or i will hav lots of catching up to do...hehe..well as u can see, i've just changed my template as the old 1 was'nt suitable when alot of entries are posted, so it became vertically longer..so i looked for those that hav the scroller...it was reallie tough to find a suitable 1 dat fits my situation or personalities...however i managed to find tis template...In every darkness, u shall find the light someday...life is'nt unfair, it's up to u to decide..

Guys, i need help to input a song fer my blog..so is there any1 dat can help me??

I better go off now fer sch is starting tmr at 9...I shld take a gd rest.

I had a gd laugh reading tis book

2005-11-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

Make them laugh, help them learn Vol.2
By David W.F.Wong

Just borrowed frm the sch's lib...hehe 1st time borrowing sumtink frm there aft almost 2 yrs in sch...well3...eventhough the subject is light, but it carries along wif it a strong message...to learn frm jokes are reallie fun n nvr boring as u will like to read more of it...like once u pop u can't stop, same goes fer the book here...the book includes loads of proverbs frm all corners of the world..fer example "there are no miracles to the man who does not believe in them" is a french proverb, "he who is afraid of a thing gives it power over him" is a moorish proverb...btw wat's a moorish??

I've got tis 1 story frm the book to share..."A boy was caught stealing pencils from the school office. The school took a serious view of the matter. The principal called his father in for a conference.
"Your son was caught stealing pencils from the office. This is serious and may constitute grounds for suspension or dismissal."
The father looked at his son with anger."Son, why did you take those pencils?"
"Because I ran out of my own pencils."
"Why did'nt you tell me, son? You could always take those pencils I brought from my office!"

In tis story, the father only noticed abt his son's mistakes, however not his's...it's human nature that we spot other ppl's mistakes easier than our's...let's ponder b4 sleeping, thinking of our own faults...in tis way, ur next day will b very much better...

Got nuthin left to say...tmr will b a long day, so i need lots of rest as possible...hehe..gd nite guys!

Life's Ups n Downs

2005-11-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

The moment u r feeling happy wif life n all seems dat everything were to go smoothly n as planned, the next moment, u will realise dat everything is in topsy-turvy condition....In life there r always the opposite of almost everything, like boy with gurl, happy with sad, short with tall, beautiful with ugly, black with white n many2 more examples....

Today i woke up till b4 sleeping, a few bad things had happened to me...1stly, i was late fer sch n 2 make things worse, i noticed dat my hp was missing as i was walking towards my sch...who will nvr panicked?? my 1st time losing a hp..there's always a 1st fer everything..my fren use to say it...hahaha...rezeki sesapa yg jumpa my hp tu...cepat2 i called singtel 2 suspend the line, kalo tk nanti bila bill sampai aleh2 jek nanti melambong...sapa nk bayar??? Then, after a short meeting wif my grp, went off to werk n reached there a bit late..but luckly not overboard..haha...Next i was so blurr of wat's happening or wat i'm supposed to do, as suddenly a lot of things i need to memorise..haha.. terkejut lagi..fer the 2nd time...hmm..later when i'm on the way to the bus-stop, i twisted my ankle...*AWW!*

That's some short story of me todae...haha..need to wake up early tmr fer sch..so better sleep now, as my eyes are dazzy..my pillow n bed r calling n i mean literally calling me...haha..okies..dat's all folks...byeeeeee!

RayaGiler2005

2005-11-20T19:51:00.000+08:00

Haha...here comes rayagiler2005...well yesterday we set of as early as 9am..memang giler eh kite sume...pagi2 dah nk start jln rayer..tk pernah nmpk ade org buat cam gini..i mean in a big grp abt 16 of us..kalo ade bilang eh...haha...gi umah rizal 1st. Mak dier masak nasi lemak..yum2, mmg sedap..say thnx to ur mum eh zal...next we went to umah Sofee, then Seri's hm...n we were like amik gmbr those yg bohria...haha..yg same colour together gitu...paling kelakar is when rizal dpt 4 gurls wif him..pakai merah sehh..garang gitu...then he appoint his 1st wife, 2nd n so on..haha cukup lengkap dier nyer quota...then we move on to tmn jrg 2 ustzh rasunah nyer hm..mkn kari daging cicah ngan roti..boleh tahan jugak kari dier..ade ooomph!!

After dat gi umah azmil...bdk bahas..nk bebual ngan dier kene hati2..bidasan nya cukup pedas...berasap nanti telinga sesape yg mendgrnya..haha..ok moving on to capsicum nyer umah lak..mkn pizza..but not sure wat type nyer eh...sedap jugak..ada manis2..ada spicy2..eh ade ke??
Nt really sure ar..ade distraction ar..so focused tgk adik dier main ps2..haha..then we move on to umah bibik..haha sebijik like 1 when she dressed up..haha jgn marah eh...gurau2 jek..Ok..now we r moving to JW..umah cina..cina aru convert nyer..haha..I LUV TIS!! kacau2 org haha...arnd tis time sume dah penat...batt dah weak..so active all day long..dah pancit dah sume org ..haha...nw bergerak to my hm..my mum ada masak mee hoon goreng..actuallie i asked her to do so....haha bkn ape tis the 1st time my frens cuming over to my hm...so buat a gd impression lar nie...haha..aik dah brape byk "haha" dah...btw nvm..Now it's like after maghrib..we serang umah ustzh asma' lak..dier msk soto ayam..me sampai bertambah2, until my frens sume tegur..haha..tapi mmg sedap ar..seriously..it's like 1 of my favs...

Now we r saving the best for the last...gi umah zahidah pat Redhill...cheh..mentang2 dpt duit..sume naik cab gi sana..nk cepat org kata..nk kejar masa..bila dah sampai sana jejak je umah dier FUHH!! terpegun sekejap...cantik sungguh umah dier..very unique..very elegant..haha sampai i wish if i can buy the house...haha...boleh?? Pastu we watch our own movie...i mean zahidah ade bawak video cam....so she's the camwomen of the day...tgk our own actions can be very funny..n we like saying to ourself that how stupid i can be....haha

Lastly, i will like to sum up everything abt yessy...had lots of fun..really!! Sume very lively n supportive...gerek seh...i will miss moments like tis if we were 2 lose contacts..wish tis will nvr happen..btw me wanna minta maaf to all of my frens kalo ade terkasar bahasa ke..mana yg terkecil hati..secara me sengaja ataupun tk maafkan lar..ikhlas dari hati..me menghulurkan 10 jari memohonkan keampunan dari kwn2 ku...*sedih* maafkan lar...insyallah kalo ade umur yg panjang n ade masa we'll meet again next yr...so guys the pics will b rite up soon so just wait for it...haha cya guys...bubye

Tomorrow will b FUN!

2005-11-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

After mayb abt almost 2 yrs, we will b meeting again each other to make up lost time...haha wow..dah nk start jln rayer tmr so early @ 9am trus gi umah Rizal. Dier kata mak dier masak sarapan..bagus eh..then we'll go arnd JW ext...then go to Tmn Jrg a few houses there n as well as umah utzh. rasunah..then most probably over to JW to my house...Whole grp of abt 15 ppl will serbu every house we go hahaha...Agak camne eh dorang sume..confirm ada yg dah berubah byk nyer....jgn aku terkejut beruk dah ar...so will meet u guys tmr n hope to hav fun as well..should sleep early today as tmr will b a long day..nitez!!

Today a bad day :(

2005-11-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

Well...woke up to a rainy day n feels so sleepy that my eyes just wanna close n continue sleeping, however got a class 2 attend @ 8... rush 2 skool n i forgot to bring my sweater along n was like shivering in class. Later in the afternoon aft lunch, is my practical at the workshop...made a BIG mistake fer last wk, where welding is involved. Made a hole at a pipe where i should actually repair it...mcm tikus membaiki labu gitu. Just hate it alot when the pipe undergo a water pressure test, it leaks like at so many points...haiz...dunno wat to say oready...feel so bad abt myself...haha btw not reallie that bad, just got to tell myself that i will do better next wk...yes I CAN!!!

A Lesson for Life

2005-11-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

I've got sumtink to share wif whoever that visits my blog that what we do or wat ppl think abt u, u r the only 1 that will make what they say abt u is true or not. For example that u r weak or slow in ur studies or in wateva ur doing rite now, u n only u who can actually change ppl's perception of u. So bring urself up, n prove to the world that they r wrong, n u will n can achieve the best in all ur endeavours. So ponder on the next few paragraph, a lesson for life.

If you think you are beaten - you are!
If you think you dare not - you don't
If you'd like to win but you think you can't
It's almost certain you won't

If you think you'll lose, you've lost
For out in the world you'll find
Success begins with a fellow's will
It's all in the state of mind

If you think you are outclassed - you are
You've got to think high to rise
You've got to be sure of yourself, before
You can win the prize

Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can!

p.s : Dedicated to ika...tis is specially for u :)

Raya Pics now on!

2005-11-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps...i've just uploaded the raya pics...so u guys can check it out by clicking "RayaSakan2005" under the gallery. Have fun!

Raya Sakan!

2005-11-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...i went out wif my classmates, all together there were 8 of us..so GEMPAK GILER!! Ape nyer tidak, this was the 1st time ever b4 that we went out in 1 car! My fren, An was the driver of the day...aru jugak pass TP in August kalo tk silap..terror jugak driving dier..hmm jgn kembang eh aku puji2 nie..lol Satu Singapore kite jln frm Jurong to Woodlands to Yishun to Bedok to Ubi to Tampines..name it, n we were there...hahaha.. The most important thing is that dpt duit raye $$$... muahaha..ish3 mata duitan betul...At the end of the day, our bonding really got better and stronger, we joke wif each other scolded JUS when he told the wrong way to Kif's hm LAWAK HABIS..teruk dier kene kutuk frm others kuang3...Not forgetting to have fun, eventhough i felt tired when i reached hm, it was nearly 12 frm morning @ 10 after our class.. I really enjoyed the whole day.

2005-11-08T19:46:00.001+08:00

Hello every1 out there..this is ma 1st time creating a blog..so gimme constructive comments..thnx alot!